Chapter Three

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Josh's Pov
I finally had done it.
I invited Tyler Joseph to my house.
I didn't know what to do I set up this 'party' just to talk to him.. it made me feel weird thinking I might like a boy?
surely not.
it probably just a phase.
I starting setting up when my phone went off.

from Tyler Joseph:
um.. hi what should I wear?

a smile spread across my face.

I forgot we had exchanged numbers at school.

to Tyler Joseph:
anything's fine :)

oh god. was I flirting?

Tyler's Pov
God, I didn't know what to wear.. I looked on my phone to text Josh?

to Joshua Dun:
um.. hi what should I wear?

i texted Josh, and it was hard actually. I didn't know what to say I guess it felt awkward but I waited for a response.

from Joshua Dun:
anything's fine :)

what? um ok is he- flirting?
no of course not
you're a waste.
an absolute burden to everyone around you.
go ahead. die.
not like anyone would notice.
Tyler Joseph.
Especially Josh.
he hates you he invited you for your 'charity.'
I was now on the bathroom floor.
crying.
hard.
I don't know how my legs got covered in blood
I don't know why I reached for what made me feel better
I don't know why I swallowed them
I don't know what I'm doing.

Josh's Pov:
wow.
I couldn't wait to see Tyler.
only 10 min till I would get to pick him up. God, I was excited.

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