Chapter 32

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Gabby POV

Finally! Nick is mine again. I see him. I can feel him. I know that in my heart he will always be mine. I understand that it's going to take time for him to regain my trust but I'm just glad he is mine again. I'm just so happy that we have solved things and are back. He held me close to him as we kissed. Things started heating up and the next thing I knew was that Nick was pinning me to the wall, never disconnecting our lips. At one point he grabbed both of my legs and held me up against the wall. His tongue begged for entrance as he lifted me up and laid me onto the couch. Everything was moving so quickly. His hands scanned my body as our kiss deepened. I wanted him. I wanted him so bad but, I know we haven't seen each other in a while. I did not want us getting too far. It wouldn't be right. Before I could even say anything, Nick disconnected from my lips and whispered "Gabby, I love you, but... I don't want to mess anything else up for us. I think we should start slow." I smiled "I love you so much..." He smiled back and kissed me back "I love you too." We both slowly got up from the couch to get ready for the after party. I watched Nick leave as he went to get out of his costume. I quickly hopped in the shower and got all the green makeup off my body. Then I quickly changed into my comfy skinny jeans and my flowy navy blue shirt. I slid on my light brown ankle boots and grabbed my purse and headed out the door. Once I exited the stage door, cameras were flashing everywhere. I tried to block the flashing lights with my hand, but it was no use. They yelled 'Smile princess!' and 'Great show tonight? What next?' I tried to ignore them as much as possible. I kept running into people and was having a hard time trying to find my car. Suddenly, I felt someone's hand grab mine. I looked up, through the bright lights, to see Nick smiling at me. He guided me through the lights to his car. He politely opened the door for me and then shut it behind me, then walking to his car door and got in the driver's seat. I smiled at him "Thank you". He smiled back "You know I would do anything for you..." We both exchanged smiled and left for the party.

We went to the after party holding hands. Joe, Kevin, and Danielle were waiting at a table for us to come. When they saw us, their faces lit up with excitement and welcomed us back with open arms. The rest of the night we sat together and caught up with everyone. It was nice to see Joe, Kevin and Danielle again and I'm glad they enjoyed the show. After the party ended Nick took me to my condo. He walked me to my door and gave me a kiss good night. Inside I found Marie fast asleep on the couch. I covered her with a blanket and went straight to bed.

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It's been a week since Nick and I got back together. He is wonderful and I think he has changed for good this time. Even though I'm happy about getting back with Nick, Marie is not. After our last show on Wednesday she has completely stopped talking to me and is never at the condo. I cqan tell that she is trying to avoid me. I feel bad that Marie isn't happy with my decision, but I can't help that I love him. Plus Nick and I have been taking it really slow and trying to resolve everything. We are on a path to resolve, not to make our friends upset with us, but then again, it's just Marie. Joe and Kevin were so happy to see us trying to fix things. Well, I guess Marie is just going to have to sit and talk to me about it when she is ready because I don't know what else to do.

Anyway, Nick is coming to the studio today to listen to my album that I'm starting to work on. I'm really nervous in a way because I feel like I have to hide the fact that they are about him. Not only are they about him, but they are songs that I couldn't put on my last album. They show a lot of my struggles with coping and healing from what happened with what feels like a long time ago, but really wasn't. I just don't want him to get offended or upset with me.

I waited in the studio until Nick arrived. Nick came in with a smile on his face "Hey babe. How are you?" He kissed my cheek. I replied "Good just looking through the set of music that I want to put on my album. Hhh... It is so hard to decide which ones I want on the there." He looked concerned "How many more do you need to pick out for the album?" I sighed "Two and I already have like six songs I want in there." He asked "Can I see them? Maybe I can help?" I held my songs close to my chest. "Nick... I don't know if I want you to read them yet." He questioned "Why not?" I stood up "Because they are about you... and what happened between us. I don't know how you're going to react to them." He stood up slowly "Gabby... You're an artist. If our problems were your inspiration then that's fine. You got your feelings out through song writing. I promise I won't be upset with you if they are mean towards me. Plus I probably deserve it." We had a moment of silence. I laid out the sheets of music and looked up at Nick "I just don't want anything bad to happen between us again... I ... I just feel like they are pretty harsh and I want us to get over whatever happened." He slide his fingers through his hair "It's okay. I'm not going to be mad... I will only look at them if you want me too." I gave him the 'go ahead'. My anxiety rose as he took his time reading each song. His eyes were glued to the pages, never looking at me once.

After about thirty minutes he got up and gave me a huge hug, saying "I'm so sorry I made you feel that way and go through all that." A tear fell from my eye "It's okay... Your back now and that's all that matters." He gave me a quick kiss as he pulled away from our hug "I really like the song 'Trouble'". I giggled "You wanna hear it?" He nodded his head 'yes' and I headed towards the booth. He waited for me to put on the heavy headphones, and then he spoke "So are you ready?" I looked up "...yes..." I waited for the music to start and sang my heart out. Every emotion came back and stood in that song. I meant every word when I wrote it, but now I'm just scared he is going to hate it or break up with me because of it and I don't want that to happen.

The song ended and I already felt tears coming out of my eyes. I looked up at Nick and saw tears out of his eyes too. Oh no. What did I do?

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