Nothing Feels Like You«James Mcvey Fanfic/The Vamps»

~Is this a dream?~ Chapter 19

"You really thought I loved you? You're just as gullible as I thought Hailey." He said right before chuckling. "I told you it would be easy to get her to fall for you, beacause she's a walking broken heart that needed to hear the right words to feel like she was healthy, but instead we shattered her." The second male voice added. " Oh no she's going to cry, suck it up you loser." A female voice said, right before the three laughed in a union. Tears started to flood my face and blur my vision so that I was unable to make out the faces of those mocking me. I started to wipe away the tears until I was able to see who they were. My heart stopped when I realized it was James and Riley, but the girl's face was, blank which creeped the hell out me. I began to cry even harder. "How could James do this to me? Why would he? Why? I continued to repeating to myself. It felt as if my heart was being ripped from my chest, while being stabbed my a thousand daggers. I suddenly felt myself gasping for air. "J-Ja-James! Pl-please h-h-help me." I called out but he just kissed the brunette who's face I was still unable to see, and walked away.

"Wow, that was some deep shit Hailey." Cas said after I was finished telling her about the crazy dream I had last night.
"It definitely freaked me out Cas, I woke up drenched in sweat, and then I just couldn't go back to sleep." I told her. "Yeah it's pretty scary but it was just a dream, besides James would never do that to you, speaking of James, isn't he leaving the hospital today?" Cas asked before devouring her last piece of chicken deluxe sandwich. "Yeah Mom's going to take him home." I replied, then took my first bite out of my deluxe sandwich. "So he's sleeping with you right?" Cas questioned while wiggling her eyebrows and showing her usual smirk. "No way, you know my Mom would never allow that." I said. "Well duh, I'm just messing around." She said before wiggling her eyebrows again. "I mean you could always sneak into his room." She suggested before giggling mischievously. "Haha, you're funny but, I don't know,I need to clear my head first before I can think about doing anything with James just yet." I stated. "Ha! So you do plan on sleeping with him." Cas shouted before running over to the couch. "Shut up!" I replied before chasing after her.

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It was now 9pm and I knew my mom would be home soon so I decided to go straighten things up in the guestroom for James. After having that dream last night I can't stop thinking about what if James is really just playing me? what if this entire thing with Jake is just a trick? But who would go that far? to the point of fracturing their ribs, maybe he wants to become an actor so he's practicing his acting skills, who knows. "Hailey! We're here!" My mom shouted, pulling me out of my ridiculous thoughts. I went downstairs to meet them. "Hey Mom, did you bring food? I'm starving." I questioned her. "Of course I did, because I figured you weren't going to cook." She responded handing me the chinese takeout. "And James this is yours sweetie." My Mom said, also handing James a box. "Thank you." I replied with a smile. "So Jems, let me take you to the room you'll be staying in,and just so you know Cas and I went back to your house today to get some of your clothes and other stuff we thought you might need while you're here." I spoke as we made our way to the room. "That's really sweet of you ladies, I'm so lucky to have met you and Cas you, I mean what if I had ran into another Katherine again." He said before laughing uneasily. "Speaking of Katherine did you call her back?" I asked. He stood frozen for about a minute before responding. "Ahh, no, no I didn't." He said, but I felt like he was telling the truth, or maybe I'm just being my usual paranoid self. "So anyways this is your room Jems, it's right beside mine, so if you ever need anything just holler and I'm there." I said with a big grin. "Well in that case I need a kiss." James stated before puckering up his soft, warm, mesmerizing lips that I just couldn't resist. I went on my tippy toes and planted my lips against his, kissing him with every ounce of passion I had within me. I could feel his tongue making it's way to meet mine, as his hands gripped around my waist. "I'm right here you two." I heard my mom say, causing my eyes to pop right open, as I jumped out of James' grip. James looked pretty frightened, and also scared of what my Mom was going to say next. "Mom! We were just about to go have dinner." I said nervously. "Really because it looked like you guys already having dinner, probably even dessert." She said before laughing to herself. "Mom!" I exclaimed, as I tried to hide my now red cheeks, while James scratched that back of his head in attempt to avoid making eye contact with my Mom. "You know what let's just go eat before our dinner gets too cold." I stated before dashing out the room and down the stairs.

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It's been two weeks since James has been at my house, and honestly these two weeks have been the best. Not only is he healthy quickly, but we're getting to spend a lot of times together. Staying up late watching all sorts of movies, and then having deep and sometimes emotional conversations. I wish he'd just sell his house and move in already.

"Oh my God, I can't believe she was basically working with the freaking ghost the entire time." I yelled as James and I watched the credits roll up signalling the end of the movie we just watched. "I'm absolutely gutted the way this film turned out Hails, I thought Reese would have survived, The Gallows gets a six out of ten from me." James spoke. "Yes,Reese was so hot, he should have lived!" I protested.
"Haha you're so adorable when you're all flustered like this." James said before kissing my forehead, causing me to giggle. "Well I better head to my room now before I fall asleep here and give my mom the wrong idea, Goodnight Jems." I said, before giving him a gentle peck on his lips. "Goodnight Hails." I smiled then made my way out the door.

I got into my room, and slowly closed the door behind me. I couldn't stop myself from smiling like a maniac. He really makes me happy, and whenever he kisses me, or touches me, heck even just talking to me, he makes me feel all bubbly inside, not like gas bubbly,but like incredible, in love bubbly. Look at me talking to myself, when there's Cas to annoy. I began to feel for my phone on the bed, but it wasn't there. I must have left it in James' room. I silently made my way to his room door, which was still open, but not wide enough for me to walk through, just a little crack, so I peeked in to see if James was asleep, because I didn't want to disturb him. Surprisingly he was awake, talking to someone on the phone.
"Why would you decide to tell me this now? You must have known or had an idea of it before I left England!" I heard James say to the phone on the phone. Wow I've never heard James like this before, maybe I shouldn't be listening. I turned on my heels and was about to walk away when I heard him say that name, Katherine. He's talking to Katherine! But why?! "Katherine, stop! Look if you want me to come back I will." At that moment it felt like my heart had stopped, and the room was spinning. "Am I dreaming again?" I said loud enough for James to hear. His mouth fell open. "I'll call you back." He said then hung up before rushing towards me. "Don't touch me!" I yelled while stumbling away from him. "Please,Hailey let me explain." He plead, before I got into my room and slammed the door in his face. I couldn't what I had just heard, he's willing to go back for her. The tears started to flow, and this time it wasn't a dream, they were real. "Hailey listen, it's not what you think, I don't want to get back with Kat." He said from beyond the door. "Then what is it James?! Why are you willing to go back to England for her?!" I bellowed in anger and frustration as the tears ran rapidly down my cheeks. "Because sh-she's pregnant..."