Chapter 18: Rollercoaster (Part 1)

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It is so crazy. I swear my mind and hormones cannot decide how to feel. One day I am absolutely happy, the next I want to cry like a baby. I'm always talking to Terrell every chance I get. I'm doing better at school. My friends are continuing to pull me out of my hole. Every now and then I would slip and fall back down a little bit.
"Bae, everyone has their downfalls." I always think back onto when I was having a bad fall back and Terrell was trying to comfort me.

I started to write poems about my love for him and life. They are actually really good from what Terrell tells me. He says I should be a poet. I don't know about all of that. All of my poems are personal. One of my favorites is called 'Two-Faced Love." A part of it is:

"True love will make a girl feel like a princess. It will make you feel like the luckiest girl in the world. It will make you think about him in your every thought. Love will make you feel alive. But there is another thing love can do. It's something most people don't think about. Love can and will destroy you if you let it. It can make you lose yourself in your thoughts. It can make your life a living hell. It can make you ball up in a tight circle and cry until it hurts and there are no more tears to cry. It can make you emotionally unstable. It can make you have the worst feelings and it will hurt. It can hurt worse than anything you have ever felt, but only if it is true love....Sooner or later love will make you happy and it will destroy you.. if you let it"

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