A Tale of Two Ends

Chapter 19: Rollercoaster (Part 2)

Writing those types of poems helped me deal with the pain I felt every now and then. It helped me express myself without feeling like a burden on anyone with my problems. It's not as bad now though. It has been 11 months with us being apart. We have been dating for 1 year and 5 months and counting. Now I am happy. I feel blessed actually. I have my baby in my life still. We can barely stay mad at each other. The longest time we were mad at each other was 18 minutes. That was the longest 18 minutes of my life. I laugh at that thought. We still have our minor disagreements, but at the end of the night he is still my world. This long distance relationship has taught me alot. I have matured. I have learned that distance is just a number. No matter what that number is you will still love each other and get through it together. Wheather you are side-by-side or miles apart love and strength will get you and him through to the end. There will be happy times and sad. There will be times you feel overwelmed and want to give up on everything. Don't do that! You have to stay strong. Think about why you started doing it in the first place. Love. Love keeps you together. That bond you share with the one you love will only grow stronger. It will deepen and you will feel pleasures you never thought you would feel miles apart. I learned that life may be a rollercoaster but you need to get the most out of it. I have learned that love is something much more than a simple hug or kiss. It goes deeper than that. I have learned that the more you are with someone, the stronger that bond grows. Me and Terrell's bond can't be broken. We are too attached to each other. That's my baby. He is always with me no matter what happens or how I feel. We have a bright future ahead. We have plans. Plans that we include each other in. I'm sure when the time comes we will be unseperable. For now all we have to do is just sit back and enjoy the ride. In the end everything will be worth it. And for that I am willing to do whatever it takes.