A Tale of Two Ends

Chapter 16: Fed Up

School wasn't like what it used to be. I'm not like how I used to be. I feel like there is apart of me that is missing. I look around and everything reminds me of... him. I want to scream at the world. I don't want to interact with anyone. I just want to be alone with Terrell. I want things to be how they used to. I want to feel his touch. I want to see his face. I want to be happy.

Earlier, I mentioned that the reason Terrell didn't want to be with me was because he had just got out of a relationship. Let me explain.
Her name was Brittani. I was the one who actually hooked them up. She liked him and he kinda liked her. She was okay cute. She was tall and slender with a shape on her. All of it started when we were in class one day and Terrell simply stated to her that she was too tall. Now let me say that she is soo... bi-polar. This bitch slapped him in his face. As soon as her hand made contact with him, I grew angry. That was the day I found out that I had feelings for him. So, that gave me somewhat of a reason not to like her.
Soon after Terrell left, I was in chorus class and my friend, Myha, walked up to me.
"Breonna, should I tell you what Brittani said?" She asked.
"What did she say now?" Brittani always has something to say about me and lately I haven't even bothered saying anything back.
"Well, I'm not trying to start anything. I just feel like you should know instead of her talking about you behind your back..."
"What is it Myha?" I wasn't in the mood, especially if it dealt with Brittani.
"Well she is telling the girls that she could easily take back Terrell if she wanted to. She said that she doesn't know why he would want your ugly, fat ass." She said cautiously.
*Silence*
I get up slowly and walk over to Brittani.
"What were you saying about me?"
"Nothing. What are you talking about?" She asked like the dumb-ass she is.
"So you didn't say you could take Terrell away from me and call me ugly and fat. Honey apparently he likes this ugly and fat. You see he left yo' dick-sucking skinny ass...." She finally hit the wrong button and I was tired of it.
"Whatever." was all she said. I walked away. I swear I can be so sweet, but push my buttons and I will get fired up...