I'm sorry, I just can't help it
You've cheated once before
And as I sit here alone
I cant help but wonder
Are you alone
Or are you with her.
Ive never had much faith for others
Ive never cared for the thoughts of others
But as I sit here alone
I cant help but wonder
Do you really love me?
Do you really care?
Did you really mean all those things you said?
Are you really happy with only me?
I mean, how could you be?
Everything that could be wrong with me is wrong with me
I have a terrible personality
And I only bring tragedy
Im not pretty
Im not sexy
Im nothing really
But I love you (not really)
And I miss you (I wish I mean it)
And I wish I was right beside you (never)
I wish you were the one I fall asleep to (I'd rather die)
And I wish you were the one I wake up next to (no thanks)
Each day and each night (it's all lies)
For the rest of my life (that's no life worth living)
If only I knew you felt the same
If only you knew how these pointless insecurities
Keep me from telling you these things...
I love you. (But not really)
YOU ARE READING
A Story Told, But Never Really Heard
PoetryThis is me. With no boundaries I reveal myself and hopefully save myself. I'm not sure whether I am writing this for you, or for me, but I hope it makes an impact none the less.
