He said he loved me
That he always would
He said forever
Then he left
He said he wanted happiness for all
Then he hurt us both
He said he wasn't stable enough for a relationship
That he tried
Well guess what?
I loved him too
I still do
I believed forever was possible
I still do
I've only ever found happiness with him
I know our pain can be healed
I wasn't stable enough either
But I didn't give up
And you know what?
We still love each other
That hasn't changed
We still love forever
If only he'd open up to try
We're happier together than apart
Why can't he see that
Now we both know our instabilities
We can make it through a second try
Oh wait...
He's falling for someone else
He has been for a while
I want forever
He wants someone new
He's happier with her
So I should just give up
I'm but a hopeless romantic who believes in second chances
He's already moving on to someone new
Oh how I wish he could just see
How much this is killing me
He says he still loves me
That he's hurting like crazy
So why can't we just start over
Why is that not a possibility to him
Now we both know what may happen
That he may lose control again
That he may want to give up again
Why can't we take that knowledge
To help us get through this
And any other situation like this
Why can't we use this to grow stronger than before
Why can't we just go back to Sunday
Before all this mess started
Before he panicked
Before he gave in
Before he gave up without asking for help to fight
All I want is to go back
To when we were happy
To when we were together
Despite my fears of relationships
And despite his instabilities
I just want to go back
I just want him back
Please come back, darling, I need you.
YOU ARE READING
A Story Told, But Never Really Heard
PoesíaThis is me. With no boundaries I reveal myself and hopefully save myself. I'm not sure whether I am writing this for you, or for me, but I hope it makes an impact none the less.
