I didn't think this could happen
I promised myself that after last time that
i wouldn't let this happen again
But now these overwhelming feelings are back
And stronger than before
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
When i know that you don't feel the same
I just can't live like this anymore
tell me to my face that im not enough for you
Because we all know its true
Just please let me down easy
My heart can't take another beating
One more break and there will be nothing left
Not that there was much of one to begin with anyways
Im begging you, just end this suffering
The unknowing is killing me
I can't stand this any longer
These voices in my head constantly reminding me i'll never be enough
Screaming at me i might as well just kill myself
Because i'll never be enough
Not for you or anyone else
I'm begging you just end this suffering
Save me from myself and tell me
Tell me that you don't feel the same
Tell me you don't care
End these voices in my head
Whispering in my ear
Torturing me with these images of an impossible dream
A dream where you care
Where you stay through everything i do
But i know that will never happen
And it's pointless to have hope
Where there's no hope to have
And even though i know it's wrong
I think I'm in love with you
YOU ARE READING
A Story Told, But Never Really Heard
PoetryThis is me. With no boundaries I reveal myself and hopefully save myself. I'm not sure whether I am writing this for you, or for me, but I hope it makes an impact none the less.