I will maybe never be able to tell you this, but I have to write it anyways. When I first saw you, I admired you. Your collected composure, your ability to separate yourself from crowds, your overall demeanour is powerful, yet I've always felt safe around you. Even during my weakened mental state, I was able to tell you have lived through hardships and managed to hold your head up high to the world. Your wanting to help people without expecting anything in return is a quality not many are blessed with. You are without a doubt the most intelligent person I have ever met. You are extremely talented and succeed at anything you put your mind too. You are extremely attractive (most handsome I've ever seen) and, based off looks alone, could have anyone you desire. You have an incredible sense of humour and your laugh is infectious. Your smile can brighten a person's day and you light up any room you walk into. The joy you have brought into my life in such a short period of time surpasses anything I have experienced. The faith and trust I hold in you is a remarkable manifestation, and the security I feel around you is astounding. It's as if just being around you makes everything bad go away. You are absolutely flawless, and it's nerve wracking to be around you because comparing anyone else to you is like comparing antimatter to sodium.
I hate that I have become so blindly attached in such a short period of time, it is a weak and pitiful thing of me to do, but I seem to lose all sense of rationality around you. No matter what I do, no matter how many times I tell myself it can't be true or that you're lying to spare my feelings or that you're just messing with me with malicious intent, I can't bring myself to walk away. And there I go again, making everything about me
YOU ARE READING
A Story Told, But Never Really Heard
PoesíaThis is me. With no boundaries I reveal myself and hopefully save myself. I'm not sure whether I am writing this for you, or for me, but I hope it makes an impact none the less.