Dylan texted me praising my interview with the animal shelter of New York. He said it was amazing. We are texting each other lately not enthusiastically like teenagers but little text here and there in a day. He is in L.A. for more than a week for work. The other day he told me he thinks about our kiss a lot since we had done it. I replied okay to that. I know I should have told him me too, but I can't lie to him maybe it is because of everything that had happened after it. Now that I think about it, It was a gentle soft kiss. So not to be too rood I texted him we should go on a second date. He replied immediately that we should when he will be back in the city. Maybe I need a second date to be attracted to him. I really enjoyed the dinner with him, maybe not the kiss as much. Giving him another chance might increase my attraction towards him and it might help my attraction towards Leo. My desires for him are going crazy. The other day he came for dinner with me and Levi in the apartment, he helped me set up dishes prepared by Margaret. His fingers brushed mine in the process. My entire body warmed up just by a simple touch, an electric current ran through my body like I had touched an open current field. Leo's eyes darkened too like he could sense his effect on me or maybe I am fantasizing about his desires. He doesn't want me. He made it pretty clear years ago.
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For this weekend Leo and Levi are going to New Jersey to spend it with their grandmother Mrs.Jones. They asked me too if I wanted to go. I said yes immediately. I hadn't been to New Jersey for so long. I should go and I haven't met my parents since our Costarica trip. I told them I will come over for the weekend and they were ecstatic to hear it.
We are driving to New Jersey, it's friday evening. Leo is driving, Levi sits in the passenger seat with him and I sit in the back. Adam and Domnico are driving back from us. They are coming with me for security purposes. The stalker didn't do anything after that day and he might follow me till here and might approach me or attack me, I don't know so they are accompanying me. I told my parents about them coming over with me. I told them it is for safety purposes because of my fans. I didn't tell them about my stalker and asked Levi and Leo to do the same. I don't want anyone to bother about me. My parents are already worried about me enough, I can't bother them more. They find it weird that not one but two bodyguards accompanying me to my home town, but they understood at last.
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