After I got dressed into my uniform I go to the sports hall vending machine and buy a coke zero, apparently these have no calories and my stomach won't stop rumblng so I am hoping to trick it into thinking its food.
"That is a good way of thinking" Ana smiles.
" I know" I respond.
I take the first sip of coke zero, I have never tried this because I have always gone for full calories and full sugar coke.
The first sip was different...
The after taste was worse...
It really wasn't nice at all.
"Chemicals over calories" Ana chants at me.
I start to walk to my form room where all my friends were, and I get a flurry of questions.
Mmm a flurry... like a Mc Flurry.. with chocolate shavings.. stop it!
"Where were you today"
"Why weren't you with us?"
"I was with my chemistry teacher, he was helping me with homework" I lie.
They didn't seem convinced but I didn't care.
I go to sit down and get my planner out, I was wondering if I had to do any homework before fith and sixth period, but turns out I didn't have any to do.
I sit through ICT class whilst the teacher is attempting to teach us how to use photoshop.
I emphasize the work attempting.
The whole lesson I spend on google images looking at pictures of 'thinsporation'
"You can have their bodies" Ana comforts.
"I can, and I will" I answer (whispering so no one would think I am crazy)
The next lesson was French, I hate French I can never get the future tense right or any of the grammar, the grammar is so confusing with different endings. so I decided to make a list instead on reasons to eat and reasons to not, it was suggested on a pro ana site.
A/N: This might be triggering, talking about why you shouldn't eat. If you get triggered easily I don't suggest reading the list.
Reasons to eat
I have to to stay alive
People won't think I'm not eating
Yeah, that's all I have got... I know there is plenty of other reasons but they are not important enough to put on the list.
Reasons not to eat
You will get fat
You will be ugly
Nobody will like you if your fat
I then stopped to think of more when my French teacher Miss Lockwood, came to my desk and took my list I was working on.
"Crap Amy, you're so caught" Ana screams in my ear.
"Why were you writing something other than French?" Miss Lockwood questions me annoyed.
"Just a project I was working on i--"
The bell goes loudly to end the school day.
"Can I have it back"? I plead
"Nope, I am keeping this" She says with a smirk.
Well sort of saved by the bell...
YOU ARE READING
Ana - Our Demons Book #1
Ficción General"Hello, I am here you know; just because your mother left you that shouldn't consume your thoughts I should". The same unfamiliar voice says softly. "Who... Who are you?" I shout, terrified. "Allow me to introduce myself my dear, I am Ana". Our De...
