As I get to school, I see a few people laugh at me. It's all I am ever used to really if I am honest.
"It's because you are clearly fatter than yesterday Amy" Ana smiles.
I look down at myself some more and look deep into my imperfections.
I had huge thighs and a visible muffin top... I was huge...
"Good now we are on the same thought pattern" Ana says satisfied.
I get ready to walk into my French class, I am sure Miss Lockwood is going to see me differently now...
"Amy, I want to see you at the end of class... Please sit down" Miss Lockwood says authoritatively.
I quickly agree and spend the rest of my class wondering what Miss Lockwood wants to talk about...
Class ends and I see her motioning me to come and sit on the desk in front of her.
"So.. Amy, I obviously saw what I saw yesterday... I am sorry to say that I don't believe you when your saying this is a project, Amy I am worried you might be getting an eating disorder" Miss Lockwood says with concern etched in her words.
"Miss... I... Yes okay I was lying and I am not eating, I am battling my own demons and that is what's happening" I answer truthfully.
"I am glad I know the truth Amy, I really don't want you to go through this.. My sister... She died of anorexia" Miss Lockwood says sadly.
"I'm so sorry.. I didn't know" I say
"Neither did I, now I know about you I can't let the same thing happen... I won't let this happen Amy" Miss Lockwood answers.
I beg her not to tell anyone and she agrees... As long as I eat at school in her office.
I soon enough agree, the last thing I need is my dad knowing this..
Lunch comes around and soon enough I am sitting in her office eating a sandwich that I brought, it was the lower calories one... But it's something I guess.
She watches me finish every bite.
"Every bite makes you fat" Ana spits at me.
"I know Ana, I know" I reply.
It's amazing what someone can go through and you not knowing about it.
I haven't got an eating disorder, those people are much skinner than me I am too fat to have a eating disorder aren't I?
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Ana - Our Demons Book #1
Ficción General"Hello, I am here you know; just because your mother left you that shouldn't consume your thoughts I should". The same unfamiliar voice says softly. "Who... Who are you?" I shout, terrified. "Allow me to introduce myself my dear, I am Ana". Our De...
