Dear Dairy

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I checked me my watch. I still had a few minutes so I guess I can read an entry. I opened the book in my hands.

December 27th, 2014

Dear Dairy,

My mom told me to start this dairy because I'm an attention whore just because I cut. I honestly would like it if no one pays attention to me but you can't stop people from thinking otherwise. I probably won't right in you often. When I do it will only because I want to please my mom. Before I go there is two things I want you to know about me: 1) I'm a guy and 2) I'm gay. Well bye dairy.

Love,
Jon.

I heard the taxi I called honk at me so I closed the dairy and hoped in. I looked outside as it began to rain. I reopened the dairy and continued reading.

December 30th, 2014

Dear Dairy,

Hey, I'm back. My mother wants me to write again so here I am. Whatever... Anyways my crush told me he wanted to talk to me next week about something important. I hope he didn't find out I like him, that would be awkward. I have chores to do so I guess I'll talk when my mom forces me to again. Bye dairy.

Love
Jon

January 3rd, 2015

Happy new year dairy! My crush has been acting weird around me. I think he found out. What will I do? I know I promised myself that I wouldn't cut in school but today ,after my crush ignored a question I asked, I cut in the school bathroom. Three more days of his friendship before he tells me he doesn't feel the same. I'm going to go cut again, bye dairy.

Love,
Jon

January 6th, 2015

Dear Dairy,

OMG!!!! My crush just confessed he had feelings for me!!!! We made-out and we are now a couple!!! So happy!!!!! Should I tell my boyfriend that I cut? No he'll probably think I'm a freak and dump me. My boyfriend is coming over to spend the night tomorrow so I'll talk to you after that. Bye dairy.

Love,
Jon

January 12th, 2015

Dear Dairy,

Sorry I haven't talk to you in almost a week. My boyfriend saw my scars and has been taking me to therapy. Therapy, school, and friends take up most my time along with videogames. I finally had time to write in you but enough about why I couldn't write, I have something cool to tell you! This really cute kid moved in next door. My boyfriend is here to take me to therapy so, bye dairy.

Love,
Jon

I sighed remembering all those things he wrote about. I remember when I found out.

The taxi stopped at a little coffee shop. I stepped out and payer the man. I walked into the coffee shop and sat down.

January 16th, 2015

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