(Luke's PoV)
Ok I know what I did was wrong, I shouldn't have asked Summer out in order to forget about Lexi and even then it still hasn't worked. Take the other night for example, I just looked at her, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. But the way she snapped her head at me when I cupped her cheek just shows my fears of her not liking me are right. Maybe I'm not meant for a Lexi, maybe this perfect girl is meant for so much better, forget the maybe, she is meant for better.
These thoughts are all that's occupying my mind at the moment that and also trying to form a relationship with someone you have literally nothing in common with. I'm sorry don't get me wrong, Summer is an amazing person and stunning, with her long brown wavy hair and blue eyes. But that's the thing, she looks like Lexi but Lexi has that something else, those memories from our childhood and a personality that's just adorably awkward. But If she doesn't like me that way then I have no right to influence her, do I, making her jealous could work. No Luke, we don't think like that, maybe, urgh I don't know!
Anyway today we are all going to the beach, pause for sarcastic yay. Don't get me wrong I love the beach, the sun, the ice creams and the ocean. I just don't look forward to going, I mean it's fine when we get there but getting ready just feels like such a pain. I guess I'm just a little bit salty about it... Get it salty, like the ocean, beach...I don't know what Michael is on about my jokes are great.
Once we arrive we all get out the car, prepare for list:
Me, duh
Michael
Calum
Ashton
Summer
And Lexi - Chris was working, or probably sleeping
I immediately grab Summer's hand and pull her towards the sea before she abruptly stops me "Luke I can't get my hair wet!" She whines, and all I can think is why come to the beach if your just gonna sit on the sand all day doing nothing. I mumble "ok" and turn to see if anyone else is going in the water and to my surprise i see Lexi on Cal's shoulders as they sprint passed me and into the sea. Lexi's laughs and squeals are the only things I can hear as Calum dunks her into the coldish water. I can't help as a huge smile spreads across my face as I start to walk towards them I'm stopped by Summer. "Lukey, babe, rub some of this on my back" sighing I turn back and walk slowly towards Summer and as I apply the suncream my eyes trail off to where Cal and Lexi are currently having a water fight, Lexi occasionally doing the cutest of snorts accidentally between laughs. I think Cal wins the fight as Lexi waves her hands frantically begging for mercy. This then causes them both to start laughing again and a small chuckle escapes my mouth too seeing Lexi so happy. But then they both hug, and my laughter stops, I tell my brain it's fine and to put the bottle of suncream away expecting that when I had done so their hug will have ended, but it hadn't. Gone were their laughs but they just bobbed there in each other's arms, completely relaxed and happy?
No Calum isn't the right guy for Lexi, he's great don't get me wrong but their complete opposites, it would never work out and then lex would be heart broken, I couldn't let this happen. Am I jealous, is that what this is, yes, this is what that is. Wasn't dating Summer meant to get rid of all these feelings. Urgh! Is she deliberately making me jealous, oh well two can play at that game...
Authors Note
Heyo so two updates in one day, we maybe it's currently 00:50 so that could explain why this chapter is kinda bad, but hey not a shabby length for writing it so late, anyway things are getting more interesting now and hopefully more so in the future. As always thanks for reading and please vote or comment any suggestions x
