Arms (A Danisnotonfire fanfiction)

Chapter Six

A/N: Just an FYI the ending gets a  bit weird...I didn't warn you with Phil though...well this ones a little bit weirder so yeah...just saying lol

When I look at the door way Dan was standing there staring at his shoes.

"H-Hi guys..."

"Hi Dan! Where have you been", Phil asks and I take this moment to stand up and run up to my room.

"Becca where are you going?!" I hear Phil shout before I slam the door and fall onto my bed. I start to ball my eyes out.

He came back...

He's down stairs...

This isn't right...

He wasn't supposed to come back!

Hot tears pour onto my pillow pulling memories back of the first months after he left. I sit up and start punching at my legs out of anger. I hate him so much, he just waltz back in here like...what the hell is he doing here?!

I sit up and go to the door.

Dan was standing there checking out Phil, looking at his cuts and asking him if he was okay. The doorbell rings then and Phil opens it for the pizza man. As he's occupied Dan looks up to the top of the stairs. He looks me over and I do the same to him. He was wearing black skinny jeans with a black long sleeve. His hair is shorter then it used to be and he carried himself like he was, well famous. He had much more confidence now. "Becca", he finally says smiling. I jerk my head toward my room and he nods. He tells Phil he's going to talk to me and goes up the stairs as I step back into my room.

I don't face the door as he walks in. He shuts the door quietly behind him before it's silent. "Hi love", he says quietly. "Don't call me that", I say as tears come down my face again. He doesn't respond. "What are you doing here?" I ask.

"I always listen to your voicemails believe it or not."

"I thought Phil wasn't worth your time."

"You know that's not true."

"You said it, don't you remember?"

"I said I needed to get out of here."

"And me and Phil weren't worth staying."

"You know I love him...and you, no matter what."

"Well I don't love you anymore, not after what you did, and Phil didn't either, not until his, accident."

I started sobbing then. Just remembering that this was all my fault was so overwhelming. I collapse on my bed and put my hands in my face and start sobbing again.

"Becca, Becca, come on babe please don't cry", Dan says quickly rushing over to me.

"Don't touch me", I say when he tries to pull me into him.

"Becca, don't be like this. Phil doesn't need this", he whispers jerking his head towards the door to see a shadow under the door, Phil's shadow.

I sit there for a moment before I push Dan away from me and walk to my bathroom.

"I'll be out in a minute."

Dan nods before walking to the door.

When I emerged out of the bathroom I was cleaned up and looked presentable. "Yay! Becca's back!" Phil cheers when I reach the bottom of the stairs. I smile lightly and grab a slice of pizza and take a seat on the counter seat next to Phil as Dan stands across from me.

Phil starts to talk to Dan about things and Dan smiles back talking with him. I remember these days. I smile lightly but tears were dripping from my eyes again. I wipe them away quickly before standing up. "Hey Phil I'm going to go out is that okay?" I say. "Yeah of course...you sure don't want to stick around?" he asks his eyes looking over at Dan. I smile but shake my head. "No, I'm going to go see a friend", I say and he nods slowly.