Wall of secrets

Chapter 4

Sierra's POV
"So, tell me about yourself." Audrey says with a smirk across her nasty face.
What is she even trying to do? Get me to join her 'group' or in her case, 'followers.'

"What do you want to know?" I ask.
"Oh just the main things we should know about you." She replies.

If she thinks that she can make me blurt something out about myself, she's wrong. Very wrong.

"You know you should get a new hairstyle, that hairstyle is oldish," Audrey says.

"Well you are entitled to your wrong opinion." I say with confidence.

"What are you trying to do? Get on my bad side? Oh darling, you know nothing. It would be best if you wouldn't talk," she says rudely.

"Why should I listen to someone that I hardly know, you don't tell me what to do, I do what I want. You do not control me or anyone. Got it?" I state firmly.

"So much she doesn't know," Audrey whispers to the girl next to her.

What's there to know to be honest? She's just another girl who thinks that everyone adores her. She can't hurt me at all, she can't do anything.

At least I hope she doesn't.

Most people have diaries to keep secrets from others, or to let their emotions explode into a variety of pages. But in my case, no. I don't own a diary, I think that anyone could find a diary in less than 10 minutes.

But me, I'm not like that. I have a... Wall. Yes a wall, I know it's crazy. Right? I mean, secrets in a wall, who does that? Me actually.

A few months ago I was just blankly staring at my wall. And I saw a a line from the ceiling to the ground. It was cracked and slightly was apart. It was enough to fit papers in. So what did I do? Yes, the most craziest thing that no one would think of doing. I hid my secrets in that wall. No one ones, I mean how can you trust anyone these days? I've done things in my life I am not proud of, I had to leave school for a while to get over the things I did, to clear my mind in other words. But I can't escape the troubles I've caused, the follow me everywhere.
It haunts me and frightens me if someone found out. I'm a different person on the outside, happy, kind and all that.
On the inside however, an emotional planet about to explode from destruction. I try to push back my old life that ruined me and my future, but I can't, it just keeps catching up.

I just want to let everything out, the wall is the only thing where I can write my feelings and hide them inside. It's kind of sad I don't have anyone to tell these things to. I push people away all the time, I'm not the type of person that lets people in all the time. It's difficult.
Everything is.
Life will not allow me to escape my complications.
Well done Sierra, you have officially ruined the chance of you ever having a worry free life.

A/N
So what did you guys think? I felt the ending was deep haha. :)
Well if you guys want to find out what this girl has been hiding. Be sure to keep reading to find out. ;) x
- S.H