Wall of secrets

Chapter 10

Sierra's POV
I didn't want to walk in on the fight , but I had no choice.
My sister was standing on the stairs with a flask in her hand and her mascara smeared under her eyes. Her tears were so visible, and I could see the anger wanting to explode in her.
My mum was standing near the couches and she was sobbing uncontrollably.
"Mum go outside and get some fresh air," I say interrupting the yelling.
"Sierra go upst-"
"'Mum, just please go get some fresh air," I give her a reassuring smile.
She slowly nods, wipes away her tears and walks away.
My sister started to make her way up to he room.
"What do you think you're doing? Walking away? Yes Cassidy, because walking and running away is going to solve problems," I sarcastically say.
She didn't reply, she just kept walking.
Then she stopped, and turned working to face me.
I couldn't bare to look at her without my eyes filling up with tears.
I have so much love for her, we used to be such close sisters, we would hardly argue.
A year later she went off to her first big party.
She came home 2 days after.
Police went on a search for her, and they found her passed out on the sidewalk near the party.
No one bothered to help her, for those people it may be normal to see something like this.
But I don't see how that is normal.
She went to the hospital to get checked up, and make sure there are no damages.
She sobered up, at least for a couple of hours. She kept disappearing after that.
Who knows where she's at. 
So many things have occurred with Cassidy, and I wish she would just open up a little and talk to mum or me.
"Stay away from me, I don't need anybody to tell me it's all going to be okay, because I am fine! Why don't people understand that?!" She yells.
"Look I just want to talk, you don't have to open up about everything and just talk at least!" I say holding   Back my tears.
"You are a child Sierra. Why would I want to open up to some child? Huh?!"
"I am 15 years old, I'm not some 'child' okay? I know how you fe-"
"Just stop! Stop! Just shut up! I'm so tired of everyone! Stay away from me!"

I didn't want to push her on the edge any further so I just went up to my room a few seconds after she goes up.
I fall into my comfy bed.and shut my eyes.
My headache was making me want to scream, but that would make it worse.
Why is it all so complicated
I have so may thoughts in my head, but I eventually fell asleep for an hour.
*phone rings*
I yawn and grab my phone to look at who's calling.
"Hey Viola," I say in a tired voice getting up from my bed.
"What's up babyyyyyy," she says in an annoying voice. "See?! I want a boyfriend to say that to me!"
"Trust me, you will find someone who will say that soon," I laugh.
"Well until then... I'm going to say that to you."
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We ended having a good conversation for about half an hour.
I decided to finish up some homework from Science.
Half way through doing my homework, I started to think about Carter.
I shook my head and got him out of my thoughts.
I don't have any time to think about Carter.
I'm just hoping he will be at school tomorrow.
Not like I care or anything.
I decided to sleep a little early, I could use some sleep.
I walk downstairs to my mum to say goodnight.
"Hey mum, doing okay?"
That was a stupid questions, of course she isn't doing okay.

"I'm fine hun, going to bed?"
"Yeah I thought I should get some rest."
"Wise choice, goodnight sweetheart."
I kissed her on the cheek and have her a tight hug.
I didn't want to mention Cassidy, because I wanted a night where we just don't mention the issues that we have.
A/N:
Wow I'm updating so much, but yeahhhh it's the holidays so I have heaps of time to update :))
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- S