My Life As Kelsey Bieber

Confused

Kelsey's POV:

When I awoke the next morning, there was a damp spot on my pillow. I had gone to the pool for a couple hours, just swimming laps, thinking about how messed up my life is right now.

I had gone to get dinner at the cafe afterwards, still in my swimsuit and cover up. I ate a nice slice of margarita pizza and went back up to the hotel room.

Justin had wanted to know every detail of the breakup. Mom got a call from Scooter and had to fly to Canada for a couple days. It's just me and Justin.

I got up from my bed and walked to the living room. The tv show, Friends, was on and Justin was on the couch.

"'Morning." Justin says.

"Hi." I say.

He directs his attention back to the screen and I go into the bathroom. I grab a paddle brush and start combing through my damp, tangled hair.

Ow!

There were so many knots and it hurt really badly to brush through.

I quickly started the hot water and stripped off my sweatpants and t-shirt, hopping into the shower.

"I think I'd have a heart attack, never put my love out on the line, never said yes to the right guy..." I sing as I shower.

I grab my Pink Chiffon shower gel and scrub myself with the pink loofa.

"Like you, make me wanna act like a girl, painting my nails and wear perfume, for you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand..." I sing.

I finish washing out my conditioner and stop the water. I step out of the shower and wrap a towel around my wet body.

I put my sweats back on and brush through my hair once more.

Much nicer.

I wrap my hair into a towel and walk back to the living room area.

My iPhone buzzes from the iHome the hotel provided. I walk over to it and pull it out of the doc.

2 new messages.

From: Brooke

Message: I heard the news about you and Ross! :O I will be breaking his face...

From: Cody

Message: Hey! Can we meet up later an talk!?

I ignore replying and look at Justin. He has passed out on the couch, into a sweet daze.

I walk to the bedroom and pull out my suitcase. I grab a pair of Abercrombie short-shorts, a Hollister white v-neck tee, a multi colored floral printed scarf and pink sandals.

I take my hair out of the towel and put it up into a messy bun.

I would deal with it later.

"Kelsey?" Justin calls.

"Yes?" I ask.

"You can ignore him now, but you can't hide forever." Justin reminds me.

"I know." I sigh.

I can't hide from Cody. No, not at all. I don't hate him. I don't love him. I don't want to be with him. I don't want to not be with him.

I do know one thing. I am very confused.

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I would right more, but it is 11:30 and I am extremely tired. I hope you enjoy this and I want to know your thoughts;

#TeamCody

#TeamRoss

#TeamAustin

#TeamSingle

Have any ideas for the next chapter? I love you to the moon and back!

Xoxoxo, Emily