My Life As Kelsey Bieber

Having A Good Time?

Kelsey's POV:

I sat in my room, staring out the window.

Thoughts flying through my mind.

Justin is really gone.

I had been sitting here for hours. Justin and Selena had left a day ago. I wasn't depressed really, just in shock.

I mean, I love Justin more than anything in the world. I like Selena too.

It's just that, the last time they had

broken up, it had seemed to be the final round.

I guess I am just a little shocked that they started things again and they started things fast.

Cody had been calling me.

Every day, actually.

I ignored him. I am not mad, sad, depressed, angry, moping, sullen, grief, down in the dumps, or anything else.

But I'm not happy either.

"Kelsey?" Mom asks from outside the door.

"Yes?" I say, getting up from my bed and walking to the door.

"Cody is on the phone, he says he couldn't reach you on your phone. He called the home line." She informs me, handing me the home phone.

"Okay." I say.

She smiles and hand me the phone. I take it and she descends back down the staircase.

"Hello?" I say.

"Kelsey!" Cody exclaims.

"What?" I ask.

"I have been calling you for days now and you haven't answered. We usually talk everyday. Is something wrong?" Cody asks, I can hear the worried tone in his voice.

"Yeah something's wrong. Justin got back together with Selena and they moved to LA together." I mutter.

"Isn't that a good thing?" Cody asks, confused.

"For him, yes. For me, no. I miss him and it's lonely here." I explain.

"I'm sorry baby." Cody says. "I'll be over there as soon as my schedule allows me. 'Kay?"

"Okay." I repeat.

I hear talking in the background.

"Look, Kells. I have to go, but I will FaceTime you tonight and I would appreciate if you picked up."

"I will." I laugh.

"Good. I love you." He says.

"I love you too." I say.

We say our goodbyes and hang up.

I threw the phone onto my bed and walked back to the chair by the window.

I pulled out my iPhone and saw the calls and texts I had missed from Cody.

I unlocked the home screen and pressed the Twitter app.

@JustinBieber: Nice house, nice girl, nice life.

Justin had tweeted that about half an hour ago. He was having a good time. I was happy for him.

But not as happy for me.

@SelenaGomez: Loving my new place in LA! Couldn't be with any better person! <3 @JustinBieber

Selena was having fun too. I don't mean to be rude or anything, but she is kinda rubbing in my face that she is with Justin and not me.

I tried to be subtle and typed a tweet.

@KelseyHayden: Hope everything is well in Los Angeles! I miss you two at home! Lots of love!! @JustinBieber @SelenaGomez

20 minutes later, my phone rings and I pick it up, to realize Justin is on the other end.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Hey Kells." Justin says.

"What's up?" I ask.

"At home, playing Mario Kart. You?"

"On Twitter," I lie. "Are you still losing against the computer, Justy?"

"Shut up! And no, only sometimes."

I laugh. "Well, I miss you."

"I miss you too."

I hear a door slam shut and a group of people, most likely girls, start to murmer and scream.

"Kells, I gotta go. It's Girls Night at Casa De La Bieber." He says.

"Gomez!" Selena calls from the background.

"Okay bye, love you." I say.

"Love you too." Justin says, then promptly hangs up.

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