TEARS OF PAIN

chapter 5

I opened my eyes, and there was Carter standing over me.

"Baby I'm sorry, I was drunk last night, baby girl you know I'll never hurt you. When you practically told me you was gone leave me I lost it ma" the thought of seeing you leave me hurts me."

"I'm not gone put up with that Shit, you put yo hands on me again I'll kill you"

"Ma im sorry I promise it won't happen again. Real life ma"

"So what's yo excuse now about you textn them bitches?

"Ma you still on that Shit huh, look
Who I come home too,look who I'm always with, if ian with you I'm at work or with my nigga vick."

"That don't mean Shit, hell you had time to fuck that bitch bunny!! Yo chocolate bunny huh. Yea I read all that Shit"

" Mane so you tripping all that, fuck it ma I'll call em and let them know what's up "

"Nawl that ain't gone prove Shit. I just think when we move to the our house, we should sleep in different rooms, no sex, no nothing. You don't want me to leave you, fine OK we just living together "

In reality I was really ready to leave him. This nigga done put his hands on me, we got into once before like this but never gotten that bad to even think he would harm me. This is crazy, ion even think it's even the right time to tell him I think I'm pregnant.

"What time is it" I asked curiously

" Its eight o'clock, I have to get on up and get ready for work. Where is Cassie? "

"She's in her playroom, hold on "Cassie come her baby girl moma wants ya" he yelled

As she walked in the room I sized her up, she is really growing up && starting to look more like Carter. Her pretty yellow skin with those beautiful light brown eyes & her cold black curly hair. She was really short for her age.

"Hey princess, you are going to granny house while mommy go to work. "

"Ok mommy, what about the baby"

"What baby, hunni"

"I dreamed a baby was in your belly"

"I don't know about that Cassie" I slightly giggled

"You know what they say babe, kids can see stuff before we do" he replied

I got up and went str8 to the bathroom to wash my face & brush my teeth. I couldn't be no more than 6 or 7 weeks. How could this happen at the wrong timing, me and him was clearly not doing good nor was I ready for another baby... I hopped in the shower and let the hot steamed water take over my body, I rubbed the towel all over my body... it felt great and then I noticed something I hadnt been paying attention to...my thighs & hips had spreaded. I was gaining weight slowly but showly...

"Babe yo moms just came by to pick Cassie up, she said something about going over to your auntee house"

"Ok " yelling back

My soap had dropped, I bend over to pick it up & I felt Carter's dick inside me, I was already in the mood but he slipped this one on me. I stayed in position cause it felt so good with him raming in my insides, my favorite position, I couldn't help myself to let out a loud moan as his swift back and fourth letting his balls hit up against the back of my treasure. I bit my bottom lip and turned around to change the scenery. He picked me up held me tight as I gripped & use my muscles on his penis, I moved swiftly in style up & down until we both had our organism.

"You always think sex will change my mind or sum thing or you feel as if we make up we gone be good." I snapped

"Yo ass wasn't saying none of that then so ion wanna hear it, and you know daddy got that flex it to wreck it dumb dick"

"Whatever carter"

I quickly showerd for about ten more minutes & got out to put my scrubs on.

"Bye nigga i gotta go"

"Bae i love you and i hope you have a good day"

" yeah yeah love ya ass too"

I noticed a black impala sitting in front of the house, and I seen a girl watching the house seem like. I paid it no mind and got in my range Rover and blasted the lyrics of wale song

"If it's a question of my heart you got it"

I drove out of the driveway but as I headed down the street, I had gotten the urge to go back to the house. I knew I had forgotten my Id to get in the hosiptal for work. I made a u-turn and drove back to the house..pull up and i see the same impala in the driveway ,so I hide my truck and went through the back door. I could hear Carter saying "yes put that suction on daddy" I walked in the living room and seen this bitch sucking on Carter dick!

" How my pussy taste bitch as I said walking up to Carter and macing him in the eyes.

I turned around and immediately punched the bitch to where she hit the floor, I grabbed her by her long weave and drug her to her car and started kicking her until carter picked me up off of her.

" get the fuck off of me, don't touch me! I'm done carter, how could you...i mean not even ten minutes i been gone and you got this bitch in my shit!!

We just had sexual intercourse in the shower and now he got a hoe sucking him, i broke my thoughts as i brushed him off of me.

" babe its not what you think" he pleaded

" i'm done. Get off of me, get away from me!

I was crying hysterically now, I caught him this time, I pushed him off of me and I ran to my truck and sped off!!! Dis nigga have really lost it he was right behind me. I sped up and switched lanes but unfortunately he was keeping up. I kept going , I made a left & hit the back road towards my job thinking he would miss the turn, so i slowed down and checked my phone and it was fifteen missed calls and six unread messages but when I look up I realized I was on the wrong side of the road and a car was coming my way. I tried to Dodge the car and hit a truck. I hit the window and passed out.

"Are you ok mz.?" A lady asked

"Babe get up, get up babe, i'm sorry its all my fault"

"Call the ambulance, she still have a pulse" a man yelled

I could hear everything but i couldnt manage to opem my eyes, i couldnt even feel nothing. My body was numb.. I finally heard sirens and I opened my eyes.

"Alright, alright step back step back as the man protested. Him and another guy picked me up and transfered me to the stretcher. I was scared and hurt at the same time. As they loaded me in the back of the ambulance I seen Carter climb in as well. He held my hand and assured that everything would be OK and he wasn't gone let nothing happen..

"Ma'am i see you are alert" the nurse protested

"Yes ma'am"

"Well i had some bad news & some goods news..which one you prefer first"

"I rather get the bad news first & then hear the good news"

" the bad news is you have broke you wrist, and I'm guessing when u hit the window you were trying to block from hitting you face. And well boyfriend or husband, which ever one! you are are you guys ready?"

"I'm her husband " lying without hesitation

"Well seems to b mrs. Wilson is 7 weeks pregnant and the baby survived the accident!

"You hear that ma I'm gone be a father again, my second born"

"Congratulations you guys, and with that being said I'll be back with your release paperwork. O and I almost forgot.. I'm so sorry I know you are probably high off those meds but your whole hand and wripped is wrapped to a perfection for it to get well..we will see you in about four weeks"

"Ugh you just don't go away OMG and not to mention I'm pregnant at the wrong time ugh"

The nurse and doctor's explained regular procedures and Carter signed my paper work and we was heading home.. What a day for me.