TEARS OF PAIN

chapter 8

"Alrite ms. Wilson you are about 3 months now & the baby is really active and getting bigger. Now I want you guys to come see me next month and we shall find out what you guys are having" the docter explained

Here we were together at the doctor's office checking on our unborn..we wasnt back together but we had agreed on going to the
Appointments together. It was a decent idea just because I still felt as she was my girl.

"Sir is it OK for her to still work, I'm a lit caution about her working around those germs & pulling up on her patients " asking curiously

"Well for the most part yes sir it is asbulotly safe for her to still work, but I recommend not to pull on anybody or any boxes & etc."

I was caution about her still working and bending over,picking up,& being working with sick people,mane Ian like that at all. We wasn't together still but we were on the same page for Cassie and our unborn child. I went to all docter visits, and if she was hurtn or even needed sum thing I was coming through for my baby. I'm showing her I'm gone be there regardless and I dropped all my hoes cause I wanted my family back. This pregnancy here made her mean ass hell, I'm talking bout mean for no damn reason.

"Bae are you hungry "asking sincere

"Yea, you should fucking know I am, shit I been up all morning trying to check on the baby! Ugh you stay asking dumb shit" she snapped rolling those big pretty brown eyes

"Yo chill baby girl"

"No you chill, you in the damn office asking questions about me still working, I mean what the fuck is up with that Carter" she barked

"Whats wrong with asking to make sure mane, ion want my girl still working around and end up hurting your self! " replying aggressively

"You know damn well we not together so don't pretend like we are, you been fucked up and expect me to act like it's OK and come back to you. Nawl it don't even work like that" she furiously said with tears in her eyes

"Lets not dwell on the past, I'm gone make show I get right this time & I promise baby" being sincere

" Whatever Carter you will do good for so long and you back to fucking them nasty ass hoes again" she said with sadness in her voice

"Baby I'm ready to change & I have been patiently waitng on you, respected your wishes, and being able to spend more time to get you to see how much I love you" I responded

She didn't even say nothing, she kept looking out the window with her noise in the air.I could tell she was teary and shit. That shit hurted me bad, cause I was the reason why the tears was falling.....We made it to her crib and I swear I missed everything we had,everything we done, my baby used to get me right in bed. I thought about how we first met!

FLASHBACK

Me and my woes took a trip to Las Vegas Sin yea sin city, it was my boy ced, vick, d.j, jay & I. Not only to mention my boys had their ole ladies,well the exception of me. My boy d.j. had an anniversary trip with all his homeboys & their women. Jay was my boy d.j. brother and they set me up on a blind date with a woman I've never seen or heard of, never done ah blind date before Hell nawl for all I know the woman could have a body of a goddesses & face of Stewart little ..My boy d.j. assured me that she was sexy, independent, had no kids, & was a nurse. That sounded good, cause the last thing I needed was a woman who was looking for a hand out. We all met up at the Rio hotel, big ass hotel, our rooms we're fancy. Our rooms consisted two queen size beds, "50 inch t.v. spontaneous mountain views and a nigga was loving it!! All my boys had a room with one bed & that's because they we're with their ole ladies.. I then met kyria, she was everything my nigga had said, she was beauitful, we was greeted by Jay girlfriend lyric!

" Carter this kyria, & kyria this is Jay, now kyria is my best friend so I'm handed her over in good hands I hope my boy" lyric joke but had a serious face

"Nice to meet you ma, I'm Carter, & you look beautiful than the description I was given" expanding my hand out

"You'are handsome your self, I guess we better go have so fun together to get to know one before we share this room" as she giggled

She had a cheetah body con dress on that set her body on fire,nice sharply curves, small waist, small percky tits, and a round fat booty to top it off and the matching cheetah hills, but her face was beautiful, big brown pretty eyes, slight dimples and a milky skin tone..yellow bones i loved.Boy I must've hit the lottery ticket get on a blind date like this!

As the time flew by, we was at hard rock casino, I had a great time with kyria! She was my lucky charm, I must've won money on every casino we had been too just kicking with her..

"Say ma, you know you became my lucky charm right, every time I hit a number I'm winning money!"jokely laughing

"Nawl you just know how to gamble that's all!" cheerfully laughing

"Well we have ate, had plenty of drinks, & sited enough." I proclaimed

"Yeah I am kinda of tired." she sighed

We headed to our room, I grabbed some hennesey and started sipping out of my cup..we both shared our bad experiences with previous relationships. Talked and played around for hours..we were both drunk by now and I guess we both was in the mood, I ended up kissing her as if we had been together for years,well that's how it felt to me. I must have offended her,she pushed me off her and stood up and shook her head.

"I apologize kyria, I didn't mean to come at you like that, I just felt that vibe." Quickly reacting

"Its OK Carter I felt it too, but we barely know one another and we are both drunk, besides we don't wanna wake up regretting anything" clearing her throat

"I agree & I understand ma,"

I didnt know wat else to say to i went in the bathroom and proceed to take a shower..I stood in the shower and looked down to my hard rock dick, & responded not tonight! Got out the shower, dryed off and threw my wife beater & my Budweiser pajamas on. I walked in the room to find her sleeping like an angel she looked even prettier in her sleep..that's when I realized I had to gone cuff her!

"Oooowweee was I snoring " quickly rising up

"No ma, did I wake you?"

"No but it was embarrassed for you to see me slump over like that, I guess I needed that nap , we got two more days Down here and I wanna be well rested"

We talked for over an hour, watched movies and we fell asleep, I respected her more because although we we're heated she kept her standards and every since that trip we had been kicking it everysice until we made it official that we we're in a relationship!

"Carter, cccarr---ttterr, what you thinking about that got you literally in space, i got out the car about fifteen minutes and you still her" angrly snapping

"Alright Lashae I'm out yo way so ya new dude can come through"

"Don't even go there, I'll see you later or whatever!

"Aye I love you kyria"

"OK Carter, I guess I love you too"

I watched her rub her stomach and head in the house! I sped off, mane I miss my baby!