TEARS OF PAIN

Chapter 16

"So you just gone sit in the car huh" Tank yelled out

"No i was about to get out dude, so you rushing me?"

"Nawl ma, nothing like that. I just know you aint come to my house to sit out side though" he said jokly

Damn if he aint never looked so damn good before. There he stood with a wife beater showing all his muscle and his Jordan gyms shorts with his white Jordan slippers! Damn sex hit my mind once again but i can't let him get no wear near to my panties or it's on. I haven't ever cheated on Carter and i'm still not going to because of our hard timing! Who am i'm kidding though this man has been there and watch me go through everything with Carter and besides even though we been on dates and snuck around he never tried nothing.

"So are you gone lead me in the house or what? I questioned

"You act like you all shy and Shit and i'm just gone follow you because my view is perfection on that ass" he laughed

"O my ass is all you see?"

"Haha no i was just messing with you ma, but you looking better than ever. You see i met you while you had belly buh now good lord!"

He licked his thick lips and approach me to take a sit on the sofa. For to say he just moved in the house, it was very cozy and very nice. As far as i can see he had good material taste.

"I'm sorry for your loss ma real shit, how have you been taken it?"

"Not so good, but day at a time!" I eased out

"I got a movie I think you will love to watch ,since you love to watch scary movies." He said trying to change the unwanted conversation

"What's its called"?

"Annebelle" he replied

"The title don't even sound scary. They don't make scary movies like they used to. The actually last scary movie i was really scared of was "The Haunting Of Connecticut." I assured

"Yes that fucking movie was based off a true events and story" he replied

He put the movie and he headed towards the kitchen. I sat on on the couch and glanced at everything. He was so neat and clean and not to mention the decorations was as if a female decorated his crib. My phone rang and it was no other than Carter calling so i declined and focused back on Tank in the kitchen. I got up to see what was taken him so long to come back in the living room!

"What's wrong ma" he said as he looked up from putting chips in a big bowl

"So i guess me and the couch watching the movie huh." I laughed

"Nawl i was getting the chips and dip and was making us some sandwiches ma. Just be cool ma" he assured

He walked up to me and started kissing me. The way i felt o wat the hell. His tongue twisted with mine and even though it was just a kiss, i was getting moist behind it.. The reply he said is what got me. "I know you want it just as bad as i do. He put me on the counter and started caressing my body and the kissed my. Whole body. O i hadnt felt like this in months. Hadn't been haven sex with Carter! He pulled my sandals off and slid my jeans off, he teased me through my panties by kissing and biting my thighs. He slid two fingers in my panties and started massaging my clit o how he made me wetter even more. It felt so good, that my whole body damn near jerked. He whispered in my ear are you ready for what i'm bout to do, i cooed out yeeeesssssss! He eased off my panties and sucked his fingers. He spreaded my thighs and he was faced with my pussy lips, he sucked and licked my juices, omg i thought to my self this nigga doing the damn thang. I grabbed his head and guided him to my g spot, babbbby i can tell you now i think ima keep this nigga around head game on fire! Once he got to my g spot i exploded and not only that he kept sucking on my pearl til i came enough for the both of us. He got up and carried me to his room and must i say his room was beautiful. There i was laying on his king sized bed gaped open waiting for him to enter me. He went to his black and white customized dresser and grabbed a gold magnum condom, he then slid it on his 9 inch dick. To walk him walk to me with that dick sticking up like that was heaven. He slid inside of me and all i could let out was a loud gasp of air, he stroked me so damn good all you could hear was "Tank don't stop" Tank grinded deep and slow. I gripped his dick with my muscles causing him to grunted and stroke deeper but faster. I squeezed his dick with my muscles til he moaned out saying "F-fuck do that shit again ma" good pussy ma" as he moaned. We turned over and i was on top, I started riding him and then i started bouncing up and down ane even made my ass clap for him. I cooed out yyyeeeeeesssss baby as i was at the reach of my point. I tighten my muscles and he moaned again. I rode him like a pornstar and i let out a long sigh "ooooooowwweeeeeee tank i'm c-coming and we both sped up the pace and both climaxed!

"Damn ma, do you want some to drink or eat" tank asked

"No i really got to go, anyway wat time is it"

"Eight thirty, why whats wrong?" He asked clearing his throat

"Nothing i got to go, i need to leave " i quickly gathered my clothes

"Mane chill out, what's the fucking point of you running back to that nigga mane, fuck that nigga babe. I know I'll be good to you and your daughter ma" he pleaded

"Tank its not about that look i didn't even mean for this to even happened like that" i angrily spatted

He grabbed my arm, "look you and I both know we need to make this official. I mean like what's the point of him trying to do right after this long? I'm sick of being in the friend zone when you know you tired of that that pussy ass nigga ma" i jerked my arm back and put my clothes back on. I went in the living room to check my phone and i had ten missed calls and seven text messages. Four of them was from Lyric, two of the calls was from mom and the other four was from Carter. One text from lyric "Carter looking foe yo ass biih, he even ask jay to see if you was at tank house"

Carter: bae call me
Carter: call me , just want to hear your voice
Carter: why the fuck you not answering my phone yo!
Carter: If i catch you at any nigga house ima kill that nigga!
Carter: so you Cant reply back to a nigga huh ok OK
Carter: I'm riding around looking for yo ass.

"Fuck" i spatted

"I told you ma, see how you letting that fuck boy get on your nerves" he snapped

"Not now Tank! I'll call you later ok!" I said easily and headed to my rover

I sped off and headed to my mom house jut to check on Cassie and mom. Thank god she cooked cuz i was sholl hungry, guess i'll take Carter a plate to play it off! I dialed his number and expected the worst.

"Where the fuck you at yo?" He yelled

"I can't get a peace of fucking mind without you blowing up my phone Carter" i yelled

"You could of a responded, checked on me on something but its cool yo." He said

This nigga done hung up in my face. I ranned some bath water and took a nice warm bubble bath.. Got out put me sum clothes on and gave my cassie bug a hug and told her i'll come pick her up tomorrow.. "Love you ma , and thanks for everything. She handed me the plates and i headed out the door.

+++
"So you just gone come home and not say a word Lashae, so that's how it is huh? Carter yelled

"I don't want to argue you okay. I brought you a plate home from moma. I just want to go to bed" i nagged

"Really yo, what's yo fucking problem? He said clinching his jaw

"Look do you need me to do anything for you before i lay down?" I tried changing the subject

"Yeah i just want us to relax and chill cuz i know with the fight and all i know it's been a crazy day!"

"Yes so i just want to go to bed with no problems and worries. And don't forget we have to go to the doctor for your leg!" I yelled

"Bae can you fix me some water so i can pop this pain killer so i can go to bed. A nigga need some to put em to sleep." He argued

"Yeah, i bet. Get your ass on them crutches and hop yo ass in here." I replied

Gave him his pain killers and in the twenty minutes he was asleep! Yass this gave me enough time to text Tank. I been feeling tank i just don't think i should of took it to the next level with him just yet. From the head to his stroke game was on point but i didn't want strings attached. I mean everybody have their down falls in a relationship and everybody done been somebody's fool but Carter is the one i want to be with but eventually tank gone rub off on me and i am going to end up with him. I broke my thoughts and decided to check my phone and i had two messages from Tank.

Tank: Just checking in on you ma yeen let a nigga know if you was home and safe or none of that shit!

Are you okay ma?

I replied: Yeah i'm good. Thanks for the lovely time i had with you. Thanks for always being concerned for me. I really appreciate it.

I got comfortable in bed and thought about what had happened with tank & I. The saying is true, how can something so wrong feel so right? I know i can't hide these feelings but the only feeling i have so far is LUST!