TEARS OF PAIN

Chapter 7

Carter

Mane seeing kyra with a whole nigga in her house made me want to fuck some shit up. A nigga did her wrong and I can respect the fact we need time apart, but I don't want my baby momma with nobody. Just to see my love ignore all my phone calls texts hurted a nigga bad. I was what you call the ladies men. I drove trucks for a company, mid-south warehouse. I was a local driver that way I could be a home at night. Although I loved kyria I had my hoes everywhere. Yeah a nigga was the type to have his cake and icecream too. I wasn't no emotional nigga until kyria had my first child, Cassie.

"Yo nigga focus how much long we got til we geto the spot" vick asked

"Mane chill, we got about thirty minutes til we gt to the next warehouse" I  replied while keeping my eyes in the road.

Vick was my right hand man, we had been In the industry for about 7 years now. We would direct out connects on the side while vick would meet with our buyers on a different route. We we we're wrong for doing our lit zone in & out on the side but we had to make extra money, we was boss made niggas. We only fooled with our clients out of state.. ion trust these rabbit ass niggas outchea. Didn't nobody really know but our boss, we have to cute him a 20% percentage out the deal though. That was kool as long as he kept us on his team to cover up our side business!

"So what you gone do about kyra" vick questioned

"I love ha mean yellow sexy self, I know I been doing wrong, just ain't got the heart to Change"

" aiight my woe the next nigga gone come swift her off her feet and ya ass gone b sitting in field crying like a lit pussy.

"Whatever my nigga, gone hope out & make this connect. Remember simple & plan, no other Convo, & keep ya eyes open" sharply mugging him

"Got ya, zone out " he replied

I made my way to load the products off at my route. I kept having a flashback of how I caught a nigga at kyra house. I got to get my stuff together unless I want my family with that nigga, besides I need to Google this dude. Yeah I did my dirt and I cheated numerous of time but I guess kmara has it's price. Meanwhile why i was in my thought. I seen Jay headed towards the stop sign with a Duffy bag, my right hand always knew how to do business & knew how to persuade anybody! I drove in his direction and went to a old abandoned store and parked there so nobody could see what kind of trafficking we was doing.

"Yo my nigga, we pulled 200gs in jus ten minutes,  the life is good yo" saying confidential

"That's what I'm talkn about my boy. Lets make this Cheddar & keep doing on these pussies " with excitement in my voice

"Yeah man, we gotta make this huge hit across that border" he said
With that serious look

"That's where the money at, set that up ahead of time, time to head back to the warehouse & break boss man this bread && get the fuck off" I replied

We made it back to the warehouse quicker than we had left out and I was more than happy to be done.

After I chipped it up with vick and my boss I headed home. A empty ass house wasn't  what I was use to and didnt at all like. Being without Cassie and my girl is fucking hard,  I'd never think we would be in the place we are  now.  I hated being alone. 

I called her phone and she sent Me straight to voicemail.  I thought about leaving her a message but decided against it. I was fucking bored outta My mind.

I went ahead and called one if the hoes I be fucking with.  Some fire ass head and a nut is just what I needed to get Me by.

I sent her a text telling her to come through,  and she responded almost immediately  saying she was on her way.  I smirked knowing my dick game and nice mouth piece was what kept these coming back for more.  I knew I was that  nigga. I was a Lol conceited and really  confident about myself.

I jumped in the shower using my axe body wash. My mind wen to drifting off to kyria the shit was eating at me.  I dried off and put on some boxers and basketball shorts . Along with some deodorant and lotion. 

Not much after that I heard the door. I opened it to see Tangie standing in front of me with nothing but a long a dress on I could tell she didn't have anything underneath by the way her nipples we're pressed against the fabric.

"Well hello sexy. " she said in seductive tone making my dick jump at attention. She wasted no time pushing me backwards into the house and closing the door. She led me to the couch and my shorts and boxers were around my ankels. I watched as she stripped slowly out if her dress all the whole buying her lip and eyeing me. I smirked and motioned for her to get on her knees.  She obliged and took my member in her mouth my mouth

My head went back as her mouth sucked on my member.  I looked back down and almost jumped outta. My skin.  Kyria face replaced hers. I blinked a couple of times before focusing back on Tangie.  She deep throated me causing me to groan in pleasure. I looked down at her once more and there was kyrias face again. 

I reacted quickly pushing her roughly off me.

"Wtf! " she yelled wiping her mouth

"I cant do this you need to leave " I rubbed my hand down my face and looked at the floor avoiding her stare.

"Are you fucking serious right now! " I didn't respond and just watched her put back on her dress.  She stormed out slamming the door behind her.

I can't believe that just happened.  It nevered happen beforehand. This time apart was really affecting me. I need to get my shit together for my family. I text kyria I had to, I guess this lit time apart was really fucking with me. Yeah ah nigga miss her!

I know you probably sleep ma,but I can't handle this shit right now. I miss y'all, I wanna be there every step of our babies lives ma!! How ever much time is needed I'll respect that, but I don't want you leaving me for good!!! I
Apologize for every heartache I've ever caused you!! Remember how we first met..think about us ma. I really do love you and I miss my princess as well! Goodnite beautiful.

Hopefully she will hear me out cause i poured my heart out to her through a text message.