TEARS OF PAIN

Chapter 12

As soon as i made it to my house I was out of control, i sped up in the drive way and immediately getting in the house to question moms!

"Moms, mz. Mayberry?" I yelled angry

"Yeeeeeessssss baby, whats wrong? She asked

"Apparently your other daughter in law came to vist Carter and I guess I have been left in the dark...i'm the looking fucking stupid "

Before she could say again I grabbed my keys and got Cassie and we headed out the door!! I thought of Tank and shot him a text, we had been textn back and fourth lately and I simply loved our conversation.

Hii Tank, are you doing anything? I just need to clear my head and get some fresh air and maybe that could be that date i owed you!

Tank:
Sure kyria, how about i take you out to a five star dinner tonight and its on ya boy!

That sounds str8 to me. Round about wat time?

Tank:
Round 8 sharp!! You & belly better be on fire tonight!!

Got yu handsome!

I made progress to turn around and head home but instead i craved for some chocolate icecream and headed towards c.j. fun yum icream stand. Cassie lets get some icecream, trying to let go of all the drama out of my head. At this point i know i'm mad but hell look at my situation, this to much strain on my baby & I! I know i'm wrong for going on a date with Tank but hell this shit has pushed me to the edge. I dialed no other but my bestie and asked could Cassie stay over til the I got off a date with Tank!! "Biih you know you not wrong. Hell he is puting you through to much. Maybe spending a lit time with tank will get yo mind off of all this madness" lyric assured. "Lyric the nigga is in a coma and has moe skeletons in his closest than ah lit bit bih" i responded dramatically. "Pull yourself together before you stress to much and you ended up straining the baby" lyric yelled through the phone! "Ok I'm going home and to find something sexy buh yet classy" iight see you & Cassie later on"

"Mommie, is dada toming home?

"Cassie i don't know baby. I think daddy trying to suprise us!"

What my baby didn't know was she had melted my heart and I wanted to cry but the fact that I never want my daughter to see me cry in front of her!! We made it to c.j. icecream shop and we step out in the june summer hot wheather! It was beautiful outside, the sound of laughter was the warmth of affection. That was a sign that i barely come out and intervene with family and friends, being so nonchalant up in the house with Carter! "Mommie iceteam " yes baby what kind do you want! She pointed toward the strawberry...let me have a strawberry icecream cone with and extra scoop amd also can i have cookies & cream with an extra scoop. We waited for about 5 minutes and we received our icecream, lets go scrolling through the park Cassie...it was just to get a peace of mind, but then i wonderd back in my dramatic life, how Carter was cheating and not only that he was in a whole relationship with two kids and how all this came about while being in a coma. I signed and watched my beautiful daughter as she walked and ate her icecream , for the most part at least i had a beautiful blessing and was having a second blessing... We headed back to the car and zoomed home.

I was getting ready to meet with tank, now I'm actually thinking maybe i'm wrong for going on a date while Carter is in a sleeping coma but fuck it this nigga has lost every bit of his fucking mind though...I quickly jump back out my thoughts and ramshack through my tremendously huge walkthrough closet until i found the perfect fit! I took a long hot bubble bath and got into my black and white strapless rumper which only showed my small pudge to included my M&k solid white heels and for my accessories I put my m&k bracelet and my white big pretty pearls!!! I flat iron and curled hair and to say it took about fifteen minutes to do this thick hair it, looked as if I roller wrapped my hair.