The Pull

Forks

The Pull

Chapter 15: Forks

Bella P.O.V.

I awoke alone in Jasper's room. I wanted to tell myself that the last twenty-four hours were just a really bad nightmare. But somewhere deep down in my soul, I knew that they had been real. If that was really true, then that meant that Charlie was really gone... It meant that my daddy was dead. The tears began to pour down my cheeks.

within a second I was in Jasper's strong cold arms. He was holding me like a child, tightly against his chest. Rocking me slowly and rubbing soothing circle on my back. Whispering to me that everything would be ok. "No. Nothing will ever be ok again! My daddy is dead! Oh, Jasper, What am I going to do?" I said in a rush. "It's going to be alright, Isabella. I will be here with you for every moment. You don't have to go through any of this alone. And if at any point it gets to be too much, you just say the word and I can make it go away for a while. But only if you want me to." Jasper said in a soothing voice. I smiled for the first time today, although it didn't reach my eyes."Thank you jasper, for everything you have done for me. I don't know what I would do with out you in my life!"

"I need to go back to Forks. I have to make funeral arrangements and whatever els needs to be done. And I want to see Charlie." I finally said several moments later. "I know, Peter and Charlotte are getting their truck ready for the trip as we speak." Jasper told me with a knowing look.

I went to the bathroom and took a long hot shower. I felt a lot better, the hot water was very soothing. I dried my hair and body. Then I went back into jasper's bedroom. Charlotte was sitting on the bed. She stood up as she said "Oh suga..I'm so sorry. I lost both of my parents when i was your age. I know how hard it can be. If you don't mind, Peter and I would like to come with you to Forks." I gave Charlotte a long hug and said "Of course I don't mind... I think I will probably need all of you to help me get through this." Charlotte smiled at me. "Well now that that is settled why don't you get dressed and come down stairs. Peter has some food ready for you and then we can leave for Forks whenever you are ready." She said handing me some gray sweatpants and a black t-shirt.

After I got dressed and ate, we got into Peter's black 2013 Escalade EXT truck and left for Forks. Peter and Charlotte sat up front while Jasper sat in the back and held me while I slept the whole ride from Texas to Washington. We made surprisingly good time even for vampires. It was late when we arrived in Forks.

When we pulled up in front of Charlie's house, my emotions were almost too much to handle. "Do you need me to help, Isabella?" Jasper asked from my side. "No. I want to try to do this the old-fashioned way. The more pain you take away, the longer it will take to work through this." I said taking his hand.

When we got inside, Charlotte cooked me some supper. After I ate, I went up to Charlie's room. I looked through his closet and put on one of his old flannel shirts. Then I layed down on his bed and cried myself to sleep.

A/N: well there you go readers .. two updates in one day! never done that before .. I found my self rather inspired today although these chapters were very hard for me to write. I haven't lost either of my parents yet (thank god) but I am trying to pull from other experiences of loss ... anyway I do have one more chapter written but I will post it tomorrow .. let me know what you think.. leave me a comment good or bad they inspire me to write faster.