the girl the countries wanted

pancakes and polar bears

Last time
Dad. I know he's not lying,but why do  i feel so
Alone…
NOW
Your POV
I knew this look from them all too well. It was pitty. I hate that.
I scoffed. "Can you please stop that?"
They all had confused looks on their faces.
"WITH THE PITTY LOOK!!!IT WAS MY CHOICE TO RUN NOT ANYONE ELSES SO THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF ME I DONT NEED PITTY FROM ANYONE!!!"
I ran. I guess its all im good for.
I heard screams
"NO (Y/N) PLEASE COME BACK!!!"
Tears fell freely i just exploded. Maybe it wasnt meant to be.
As a wise man told me
"If they were meant to be in your life they would come back,if they dont come back. It was never meant to be…"
True that.
I wonder if anyone would go after me. Then again,no one would miss me.
I had an ipod my dad gave me before,the incident. I played my playlist and "no one notices your brand new t-shirt" came on
"No one will miss you when you die
No one will think of you and cry
No one notices your brand new t shirt"
Those lines always made me cry.
I fell to my knees, i couldmt take this anymore.
I grabbed my necklace
"im so sorry dad………i cant do this……im sorry i will never be as good as you wanted……im so so sorry……" tears belted out. It wouldnt stop. I feel so alone. I grabbed my knees and criedi cried until what seemed forever.
"Its going to be ok, (Y/N), i know how it feels…"
Matthew. He came for me. He he cares.
I leaped into his arms and cried. I wanted this ever since my dad died, for someone to hold me and tell me its alright.
"I-IM SO LOST!!!"i cried harder into his shoilder. He picked me up bridal style and carried me to IHOP
"Im happy your safe.i was worried sick. All of us were. Kuma found you and i followed. You dont have to talk. I want you to know. I love you like a sister. You have a family now. Dont ever forget that…"
Family………its been a while.
He looked sincerely at me. Maybe……they werent feeling pitty but concern but…why?
The bell chimmed and the rest of the group piled in and panted.
"(Y/N)!!!" They cheered. Francis was the first to glomp me.
"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING??" I looked down.
"Well?" He scolded.
"Im so sorry…" i hung my head. He grabbed my chin
"(Y/N), no, je taime,
M'apprécies-tu?"
I think he told me he loves me…and wants to know if i do too…"
"We~"