Secret Admirer (cake)

unbelievable

I stared at him for a second. "What?' I asked. I couldn't believe it. My fucking crush couldn't be writing them. Him of all people.  "You heard me Luke. I'm the one writing the letters. I'm the one leaving roses. I'm the secret admirer" he said.

I stared at him or a little while longer. "How'd you get my locker combo?" I demanded. He sighed. "I found a piece of paper with your combo on it. It fell out of your stuff."  He answered.

"Hkwd you not get caught?" I asked. "Easy. I went into school early. And you ran into me once when I was on my way to leave one in your locker." He explained. I nodded. "The first day you wrote a reply." He added. I remembered that. "Yeah. I remember that." I told him. He smiled.

"And I threw away my letter and rewrote it when I saw your reply" he giggled. I smiled. "So the whole time, its been you?" I asked. He nodded. "Sorry if that's creepy since were like friends and in a band and stuff." He said.

"Its not Calum. " i assured him. "Are you sure?" He asked, still not looking at me. "Positive" i answered. "Is it gonna be awkward now?" He asked. "Not at all." I answered. He smiled.

"Cal, I like you too." I admitted. He sighed before looking at me. "You're just saying that." he whispered. I rolled my eyes. "Seriously?!" I almost yelled. He widened his eyes.

"I was willing to fucking admit it to someone I didn't know, but I'm just saying that!?!?" I demanded, getting more pissed. He blinked. "Please fucking explain how that makes sense Calum!" I yelled. "Maybe you figured out it was me" he quietly said. "Oh my fucking god" I said, opening the car door and getting out. "Luke" I heard behind me but I slammed the door shut anyway.

As I was walking back towards the school, I ignored the comments being yelled at me.

"Fag"
"Did you make out with him in there"
"Maybe they fucked"
"Who would fuck that"
"Another fag"
"Eew nobody would"

I tried my hardest to ignore it and suddenly felt someone grab my arm. I turned around to see Calum. "Let me go" I hissed. "Luke" he quietly said.

"Look the fags are associating"

"Calum I fucking said let me go. " I said, my voice getting low. "Luke please" he whispered. "Calum" i growled. He blinked at me, a tear going down his face, followed by another, and another, and another...

"Luke just let me talk to you about this" he whispered. "No" i said. "Please" he whispered,closing his eyes as more tears flowed.

"FUCKING LET GO OF ME" i yelled, pushing him to the ground. "Fucking fag" i added before walking away as he watched me from the ground.

When I got to my locker, I saw a note.

Luke,

I'm gonna tell you who I am today. As soon as I find you. I think youll be happy. I cant wait to tell you!

I love you so so much. I think I'll ask you to prom. We don't have long. I'm excited babe.

I love you forever.

-Your secret admirer

Fuck.