Secret Admirer (cake)

apology

I felt horrible after reading the letter. He was so excited. And I hurt him. I made him cry. I made him feel terrible. I pushed him to the ground and called him a fag in front of so many people, mainly jocks. I felt terrible.

I knew that if he wasn't still outside he'd be hiding in a bathroom, so j went through them all until I went in an empty one and heard crying. "Cal?" I asked softly.

"Go away" he sniffled. I sighed. "Calum, im so sorry." I said, leaning against the wall. "You're not sorry" he cried. That hurt. "Cal babe, come out please" I said. "Go away" he repeated. "Nope" i said, shutting and locking the door.

"please Luke. You've hurt me enough. " he sniffled. "Get out here Cal. I'm sorry. I really am. I just freaked out and i, I don't know" I tried. "GO AWAY" he yelled. I sighed. "Fine. I give up." I signed. Because there was like a wall by the door, you couldn't see it from the stalls. So he couldn't see me unlock and open the door before closing it and locking it again. I was standing tete and I heard him cry for a few more minutes before he took a couple deep breaths.

I heard the stall door unlock before he came out, turning in the sink water and leaning down to clean his face. While he was bent over the sink, I walked over and wrapped my arms around his waist. He jumped and sighed as I grabbed paper towels for him and he dried his face. I threw them on the floor and connected our lips.

After a few minutes, I gently traced my tongue on his bottom lip. He opened his mouth a bit and my to gue explored his mouth before our tongues fought for dominance, mine winning.

"Luke" he whined. I lifted him onto the edge of the sink and molded our bodies together. The first bell of the day rang but we didn't care as i slid my hands under his shirt and all over his perfect body.

"L- luke babe" he whined, pulling away. "We can't. Were at school " he said. I nodded. I grabbed his hand. "I really am sorry." I told him, kissing him.

""Its okay. I just dont understand why you acted like that." He said. It hurt a little, knowing I hurt him. "Because I said I like you too and you didnt believe me." I explained, looking at the ground.

"Because there's nothing to like." He mumbled. I stopped. "Were ditching." Insaid, quickly pulling him towards the exit and out to my car.

***

"Calum, how can you seriously say there's nothing to like!?" I asked as we sat on my bed. He shrugged. "Have you looked in a mirror?" I asked him. He sighed. "Unfortunately yes" he mumbled. I dropped my jae a little bit.

"Cal, I've seen the way girls look at you. So many girls want you." I said. He scoffed. "They don't want me luke. They want to be popular. " he said. I sighed.

"Calum, i want you." I admitted, blushing a bit. "Luke, are you just saying that?" He asked. I shook my head.  "Of course not." I said, kissing him gently.

"Okay" he hesitated. "I love you." I told him, and the look he gave me made me regret saying it.

"Fuck. I um- sorry" I said, getting up and walking into my bathroom.

Guys don't hate me i love you all.

Sorry my updates have been awful I've been upset lately.

But hey my rowyso concert is in 5 days so yeah