Deep Within

chapter fifteen

;; Author's Note ;;
I'm sorry I haven't been writing lately it's summertime and you know everyone is busyyy but I will be updating soon, until then I will be writing a chapter for you guys so enjoy ;)))
In the last chapter, Madi told her sister that she had sex with Dean.

>unedited<

- Madi -

"Wow, way to go babe," my sister punched my arm playfully smiling.

"What the hell, k?!" I said.

"How was it being your first time?" she smiled sipping her coffee.

I pouted crossing my arms.

"This isn't funny," I whined.

She laughed, "well why did you?"

I dropped my arms to my sides and replayed everything that happened.

"He wanted to tell me something.. we had a couple drinks and.." I drifted off sighing, she patted my shoulder.

"I didn't want this to happen, I wanted Cole to be my first.."

"So what are you gonna tell him?" She asked.

"I'm not." I said.

She laughed again, "Honey he's gonna find out at some point."

He would be heartbroken..

"What am I gonna tell Cassie?.." I whispered.

- Joey -
I cracked my eyes open a little groaning, I rolled to face Cassie but I just saw her back.

I reached to touch her.

"I'm a monster," she said shuffling through her draw.

"What are you talking about?" I said, rubbing my eyes, sitting up.

Looking over at the bed stand, something sharp, covered in blood was on it, I was confused.

She pulled out something black and I looked over her shoulder.

Her whole arm was covered in blood.
Her hair was matted, and she had a gun in her hand.

"Cassie what are you.." My voice was shaky and I was wide awake.

She never said anything, she just stood up.

"Cas.. Put it down." I said reaching closer to her.

she was sniffling, "b-baby girl.." she held the gun to the temple of her head. "Mommys coming.."

"Cassie no!" I screamed.

A gun shot went off.

I woke up, breathing heavily.

"Cas.." I felt around in the bed for her, nothing.

"no no no.." I got up quickly running downstairs.

"Cassie!" I yelled, something fell in the kitchen, and I ran in there.

"What the hell Joey?! Ugh." She picked up the broken plate pieces.

"Im buying paper plates from now on.." She put them in the sink, I almost had a heart attack, I hugged her tightly.

"Joey.." She whispered, "What's wrong?"

I put her down and grabbed her wrist, nothing, no scars, clear.

"W-wheres your g-gun?" I was shaking.

she touched my cheek and pointed outside to the shed.

"Why?" She asked.

I sighed and sat on the table. "Cassie I had the worse dream.." I breathed out.