Reality

11

I paid little attention to my English teachers shenanigans as I aimlessly tapped my pencil on the desk. Miles was sat beside me writing all of the notes, I tried to concentrate, I really did. But I was distracted. Distracted by thoughts of his lips on mine as he straddled my lap, his hands tangled in my hair.

We acted as if it had never happened, but God dammit I wanted it to happen again. I wanted to kiss him forever, it sounds cliche, and it is cliche, but I can't help it. My feelings for him have intensified tremendously since we shared that kiss and every time I looked at him I saw stars. I just wanted him, with me, on me, always.

The thought of it sent blood rushing to my cheeks and well, other places. I stood from my chair abruptly and left the classroom in a hurry, slinging my bag over my shoulder I stumbled into the men's room, desperate to rid myself of this feeling and these inappropriate thoughts.

I paced back and forward in the bathroom and settled myself at the sink, my knuckles turning white as I gripped the edge of the sink and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Jasper?" a voice echoed throughout the bathroom. I looked to the doorway in the mirrors reflection and there Miles was, looking at me with concern in his eyes

"Yeah?" I said in a shaky voice, desperately trying to sound okay.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I absolutely was not.

"Um, yeah?" I answered, Though it sounded more like a question. I clearly looked flustered and I knew he could tell. His eyes looked over me, and i knew I was doomed because I was sporting a half hard on and I had no way to justify it.

"Are you..?" Yeah, he knew. "What the fuck were you thinking about in English class that you got a boner?!" He burst out laughing. I looked down and blushed, giving him a shrug. "Um, y'know, just stuff." I tried, looking around the bathroom nervously. "Mm, exciting stuff I see." He said knowingly, I didn't think I could blush any harder, but I could.

"Well I guess we should get back to class huh?" He asked and I nodded. "Adjust yourself first, Jasp." He said as he left the bathroom and I blushed harder again as I did just that.

Jesus Christ I want him so bad.