Runaway

Unforgetable Chapter 4

//WELL I GUESS I MIGHT BE ANLE TO DO A FEW UPDATES WHILE IM HERE ON VACATION IN GEORGIA. SO HERES ONE//

Still I sat in darkness crying like the pathetic demon I am. Nothing will ever change that. Nothing. I guess after all these years I finally noticed.

  I'm not strong. I'm not bold either. I'm just a little bitch that thinks she can do whatever the fuck she wants. I have no friends. They probably hate me after I ran away.

Not to mention Xavier and Adam probably dislike me after my stunt earlier. I guess even though I came back to this sad hard world a few years ago. I finally realize there was no point in it.

I lifted my head up and continued to see darkness stretch on for miles. Soon a dark forest had formed around me. I then stood up and looked around.

This was odd. I've never seen this place. Not while dreaming or in real life. I followed the trail, the forest had been quiet. You could sometimes hear drops of water touch the ground here and there. But that was it.

I soon stumbled upon a group of people, 4 people sat around a camp fire. There were two tents to the side next to each other. Big enough to fit 2 in each.

I guess the people didn't realize me because I stood out in the open with my flashy white gown on. I then walked toward them going through them. Oh yes I remember now, I can't disturb people in dreams.

Looking at the people I saw there were 2 boys and 2 girls. I noticed who each of them were. There was Sarah and Mabel. Then Dylan and Nolan.

I never remembered coming to the forest or camping with them. So I don't know what to think about this. I just sat down and listened to they're silence as I heard the fire wood crackling.

Eventually Sarah had said, "So...you guys are all here because you want to find Nova right?"

They all nodded, even Nolan surprisingly. I was surprised any of them nodded. Why would they want to find me? I've done nothing but cause them trouble.

  "We have to find her. It just doesn't seem right without my cousin I usually bicker with. Not being here." Nolan had said a little worried.

They all agreed. All Mabel said was, "It's ok guys."

I looked over at Dylan, he was in full out tears. I guess he didn't like this. We were always close friends. I just never expected him to be sad I was gone.

Sarah began to cry as well. Then Mabel and Nolan tried calming them down. Gosh all this crying really makes me wanna cry now. Well that's funny because I am.

It seems as if this is happening right now. They're all talking like this. Then there's Just me here listening to this scared and alone. Pathetically crying like the baby I am.

I then woke up. I sat up and looked around. It must've been night outside because it was pitch black in my hotel room. I then turned on the light in the nightstand.

Good I could see everything now. I checked the time it was around 1:05 a.m. So I might as well go back to sleep. And I was just about to when there was a knocking at my door. I wonder what that was.

I stood up got a gun and approached the door slowly. When I opened it I pointed the gun at who was outside the door. To my surprise it was Adam.

"Hey Nova. I tried calling but you wouldn't pick up. I just wanted to know if you were ok." Adam said sounding concerned about earlier.

I nodded saying, "Yeah I'm fine. Here come in it must be cold out!"

I stepped out of the door way so he could walk in. And he did then I closed the door. He sat down on a chair and looked at me.

"So is there anything else?" I asked him.

He shook his head, "I mean unless you wanna talk?"

For a second I though then said, "uh sure. Why not?" I sat down on my bed.

We then talked and got to know each other a bit better than we did. Which was good I guess. He was really nice though. Like he actually cared. Like Sarah I guess I could say.

Yes exactly like her, he's happy. Caring. Helping. Loving. Nice. And just so many things that she is. But most of all. He treated me like I was an actual human being. He didn't care that I was a demon.

Which was what I liked about him. He just saw my personality. That was it.

He soon left and went home. It was around 5:00 am then. Well I can't go to sleep now. For one I was already awake. And two I wouldn't wake up until dinner.

I just watched tv for the past hour. Then went to the hotels office and got some coffee. Which woke me up a big time. I then went back to my hotel room and got out a map.

I looked at the map of the U.S. I was deciding which state to go to next. There was 57 I could go to. I'm in one. One was where I ran away from. And one I already went to.

Maybe I could go to Georgia? I mean after that I could go to Missouri. And so forth from there. I then bought a plane ticket and wrote a postcard to send to Sarah and them.

The post card said this.

Hey guys. Guess where I am!? That's right in Denver. Uh I really miss you guys. But it has to be this way. Hope you guys are happy...
Love Nova Schmidt.

Writing that broke my heart. But it's ok. I then sent the postcard. The next day I got out my phone when I was at the airport about to get on the plane.

Saying this:
Hey Adam you Won't be able to see me by the time you get this. I will be in a different state by then but I Just wanted to let you know. I liked you. You were nice and sweet to me. You cared. You helped me feel a bit better. And I'm glad I was able to ever become your friend. Bye Adam...

After I sent the text I got onto the plane and set my phone to air plane mode. I cried a bit then wiped away the tears. I looked outside the window. There was no turning back now. I had to face the truth.

I was SCARED. I was SAD. I was LONELY. But most of all. I was PATHETIC.