I then woke up to find my food had been set in front of me. Adam was poking my cheek lightly. I'm guessing we just got the food since Adam and Xavier's plates looked to have plenty food left on it. I moved my head from Adam's arm and sat up.
Slowly I started to eat, they ate as well. I still couldn't believe that was just a dream. I thought I was actually there. As if I never left them. As if I didn't make the wrong decision in leaving them. My friends.....why did I do it?
A few more tears slid down my face. I then burst out into full out crying. I couldn't stop the tears, there was just too many. They kept on coming. And I was so sad. I just want to go home. And get away from all this. Is that too much to ask?
Xavier and Adam looked at me as I dropped my fork onto the plate. My face was in my hands as I cried. I leaned on Adam and he patted my back.
Xavier said shooting a glare at Adam, "Nova are you ok? What's wrong?"
Adam then said, "Yeah Nova. What's the matter? Did we do something to upset you?"
I shook my head as I continued to cry. They drove me back to my hotel and I walked in sitting on my bed crying. I couldn't go to anyone. No body knew me, all of my friends were in another state. Same family wise. Why did it had to be me that got hurt? What did I ever do?
As I laid down the crying had slowed down a little, I was getting tired from losing so much water from my body. I had given in and let my eyes close as I fell asleep. I was soon shrouded in darkness. No body was here. There wasn't a light to float to. Nothing, just me and the eternal darkness.
I crouched into a tiny ball and cried. Holding my knees and hiding my face in them. This is just low, and acceptable. Me crying because of my feelings. This is the worst thing possible. No other pain could be worse than what I'm going through right now.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
I stayed there quiet. Soon the sound of nothing I had become used to. As if I had been in it all my life. I just sat there and stopped crying. Am I a hopeless cause? Was I ever a cause? What happened to me...I was stronger than this. Now I'm just weak and emotional.
Pathetic.
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Runaway
AvventuraNova Schmidt has runaway from her home. Her friends. And everything. She feels like it's her fault her friend's got hurt. So now she will run until she can't run anymore.
