Chapter 11

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I woke up to something heavy on my chest, oh yeah it's calum.

I poked his cheeks because they're so squishy.

"Wake upppppppp" I whispered.

His arms around my waist tightened as I tried to wiggle out of his grasp.

"What time is it?" He asked in a low raspy voice.

"I don't know, 2,3." I guessed.

I reached over and got my phone, 05:57.

"Oh god." I said laying my head back again shutting my eyes.

"It's 5:57." I said.

"Damn, I don't wanna get up."

"I don't want to either." I said as my text tone went off.

It was from Ashton.

a-hey where were u 2day we were supposed to hang out :(

it felt like a pit was in my stomach. i totally forgot we were supposed to hang out.

m-sorry ash i was sick :(

i felt bad but i didn't want to hurt him.

a-awe okay. hope u feel better
m-thanks, loveeee you
a-loveeee you too

"i should probably leave, i've already been here so long." i said getting up.

"okayyyyy..." calum groaned finally getting up.

he walked me to the door and held my hands.

"i wanted to ask you something." he said rubbing my hand with his thumb.

"ask away." i said looking into his eyes.

"do you want to be my girlfriend. like i get if you don't want to but i'm just wondering." he asked nervous like i would really saw no.

"of course." i said as a huge smile spread across his face.

"so, do you need a ride home?" he asked.

i wanted to walk home and think about things.

"no thanks i'll walk."

"you sure?" he asked.

"positive." i said.

"before you go." he said hugging me really hard and touching my ass.

"damn." i said as we finally released from the hug.
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i started to walk home and thought about tons of things. i listened to isle of flightless birds by twenty øne piløts (actual fav.)

it helped me think and really calmed me down.

i walked into my front door and saw chase crying.

"wh-whats wrong." i said concerned seeing the fact i haven't seen him cry since we were little.

"something terrible has happened to mom." he said between sniffles.
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sorry this chapter sucks so much!! i havent been able to really update because i have softball like everyday now but the SHE'S KINDA HOT MUSIC VIDEO CAME OUT TODAY AND I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHO'S LANE I'M IN RN. they looked so good in it omg.

i had rowyso august 1st too and it was amazing. do any of you guys live in illinois? i do and hate it :(

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