Is it safe?

Coming home to emptiness

"ok we will go over it tomorrow again ok?"

Again no response that's the fifth time this session still no answer, this guy just wont even talk to me I don't even know how to communicate with him anymore I don't even know what his problem is, I'm so fed up.

Anyways it's now 7pm and it was the time loved by everyone the time to go HOME! well for everybody else that is I'm not going anywhere, I'm just gonna stay and chill out for a bit, there's no one to go home to anyways  my roommates are on holiday and I have absolute no idea when they will be back.

"ok I guess I will see you tomorrow to carry on with rehearsals?"

Still nothing great I'm just not going to bother anymore, he started packing away his things whilst I went over to my bag and grabbed my water bottle and took a sip of my water and headed to the speakers and plugged my phone to the speakers, I saw through the mirror Nathan was watching my every move. I had started to become self-conscious of what I was doing.

"urm are you not going to get your stuff packed because like you said its time to go" Nathan questioned wow first thing he's said to me.

"No" I simply stated not bothering to turn and look at him

I'm not going to talk to him he blanked me the entire session its time for a little taste of his own medicine

"oh ill see you tomorrow"

I didn't reply back I just gave him a wave and he was walking to the door when Ryan busts in.

"hey want me to give you a ride?" Ryan offered

"No you go on without me I came with my car so don't worry"

"ok but how comes your staying" again with all the questions people are just not going to stop today are they?

"I have stuff to do Ryan" I lied in reality I was just gonna sit here and listen to music possibly some dancing or even head down to he studio and sing some songs.

Ryan frowned

"Is Aashy and Fifi not back?"

" No, no ones at home" I stated the obvious, it was clear he was missing his girlfriend but most important i was missing my friends.

"ok but if you need anything make sure to give me a call !"

" I will Ryan don't worry"

It was then that both the boys left and left me to be engulfed into the silence of the room until my phone rang... Hmm unknown number.

10.00PM

I locked everything up and was already out of the building, I got into my car and heard it roar back to life, I plugged my AUX cod to my phone and started to listen to Poison by Rita Ora, it was currently my new favourite song.

After 20 minutes I reached outside my home and saw that none of the lights were on, just as expected. I unlocked the door, stepped inside, took my shoes off and hung my keys by the counter. I looked around and felt a familiar feeling inside of me, an uninvited guest to my brain and body. I pushed the feeling inside and decided to hit the hay since it was so late at night but not after a nice long shower. After showering and feeling refreshed I got into my pyjamas and just lay in bed. I started thinking about Nathan and how he was acting towards me. I didn't realise how tired I really was until the darkness had swallowed me whole but only for my nightmares to haunt me in my only time of peace...

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Hey guys its Nadia basically there shouldn't be any typos because this was done on my Laptop so I'm glad finally got one and I love poison so much ahhh I keep spamming my friends with dubs using poison so yh the music video to poison is on the top

I have a confession guys I want to be a singer but don't think I have the voice for it I mean I did one cover and its on a page and I don't know what to do should I listen to the people and try and be a singer or should I let my conscious win I don't know if you want to check out the cover its on the account  _authxrity_ that's on Instagram its a page m and friends started I did the cover of Jessie J flashlight (love it so much) guys let me know what  should do

I love you guys wow 141 reads I love you so much (btw I didn't check the reads so f its wrong don't blame me blame the user mentioned now) ayesha666

Love Nadia xxx