Is it safe?

Fear

4 weeks, 4 long weeks and He's still not back.
Throughout those weeks i found out about the little argument Nathan and Jay had gotten into, Max and Tom told me. There was no point in going to practise anymore because there was no one there to help so i decided to go check up on Nathan.
I told the guys already and after a very long time of constant bugging and persuasion they gave in and told me their address. Today was the day i would see him after so long.

--------- 40 minutes later -----------
I am here after 40 minutes of driving round the place trying to find the one building i finally got it. I quickly grabbed my phone and put on my beanie and made sure my coat was well done up since it was snowing outside and it was very chilly.
I quickly got out of my car and made sure to lock up and took large steps towards their front door, the quicker i get inside the better.
I knocked on the front door for 10 minutes and decided to text Siva since i'm freezing my buns off out here.

Hey Siva, Are you sure Nath is at home?

Yeah why? Is he not opening the door?

No he isnt and its really cold and its snowing.

Ok there's a spare key in the plant pot at the back just let yourself in.

Thank you Siva

No worries hun, now hurry up before you turn into an ice statue.

Bye, have fun without me x

Bye love x

I quickly fumbled for the key and found it, i turned to fit it in the lock but my fingers were very numb that I lost the feeling in my fingers and accidentally dropped the keys.
"Damn it" I cursed.
By now some of the snow had formed around me. I bent down to grab the keys and slowly yet keeping a firm grip slid the key into the lock, turning the key i was about to push the door open when it had magically opened
"Ow" my face ...
The other person didnt say anything he just lifted me up back to my feet and the person i saw before me wasnt the same.
He was alot more tired, bags under his eyes and he looked alot more poorly.
"Morning" i said cheerily hoping to get the sane response.
"Morning" He replied groggily

He pushed the door closed and waddled away to what he was doing. I slipped my ankle boots off and hung up my coat and followed in the direction Nathan had traveled.
I opened the door to see a very tired 18 year old boy lying on the sofa, hugging a pillow and watching Breaking Bad.
I looked around and saw so much mess and decided to accompany the floor. I had never really watched Breaking Bad before but i was so interested in it that i hadn't noticed Nathan calling out to me.
"Nadia?"
"Huh, what? I'm listening" i replied out of my concentration.
Nathan chuckled, he chuckled, that chuckle is like music to my ears.
"I can see that" we both stared at each other until we both burst into firs of laughter until Nathan stopped and cleared his throat. Hmm strange.

"So how comes you didn't go practise for 2 weeks?"
"I wasn't feeling well" he mumbled.
And then Nathan started coughing frantically.
Being very worried i ran to the kitchen to grab him a glass of water but could not find any glasses i rummaged through the drawers until i found some glasses and poured water into the glass and made my way back to Nathan.
Once i got to Nathan i saw his eyes were closed and his breathing was vey very very slow almost as if he stopped breathing, i set the glass down and check his temperature and poked his cheek.
"Nathan?, whats wrong?" Nothing not even a jolt, by now i was worried and tears had formed into my eyes.
I feared for the worst...