Unfixable : Kian Lawley & Jc Caylen

Feelings

From Alex: babe I'm so sorry

To Alex: for what?

From Alex: I was being a jerk yesterday when you left

To Alex: oh it's ok, I understand. It was kind of my fault though. I left pretty abruptly, I just forgot I had plans.

From Alex: let's just put it behind us, by the way how did the circumcision go?

To Alex: it went good, like any other circumcision

From Alex: lol glad to hear

To Alex: yep

From Alex: you're so beautiful

To Alex: thanks, you're so sweet

From Alex: I'm serious though, you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen.

To Alex: stop being so nice, I don't even know what to say lol

"luna" says kian who is currently sitting next to me on the couch

I don't answer him. I'm too busy texting Alex and smiling like an idiot from all of his compliments.

From Alex: you're just so perfect. You're my other half. I couldn't imagine my life without you

"LUNAAA" repeats kian "can you even hear me or have you found out a way to block everyone out except for Alex? Jesus Christ all you have been doing lately is text Alex. What about your other frie-"

I was doing pretty well on ignoring him but I couldn't even read Alex's texts with his blabbering.

"WHAT?" I ask

"FINALLY" he smiles "can you pass me the remote?"

"Are you serious?" I ask "all of your obnoxious talking for a remote?"

"Yea but I was also going to tell you something else" 

It's probably something stupid like "can you pass me my phone" or "can you give me a massage" so I ignore him and go back to texting Alex

Alex keeps showering me with compliments and it's soo sweet. I suck at giving compliments though.

From Alex: I wish I was with you right now so I could hold you and kiss your sweet lips

"That's it" says kian snatching the phone from my hands

"No!"

"Other people exist other than Alex you know" he says holding out my phone so I can't take it

"Give it back" I say

"No"

"Please"

"Nope"

That's it.

"KIAN" I say and try to snatch my phone but his arms are so long that I can barely even reach

"OH MY GOD KIAN THIS IS POINTLESS JUST GIVE IT TO ME"

"no" he smiles

"Are you really going to make me try to reach? Because that's just impossible" I say

He shrugs and I roll my eyes.

I jump and feel my fingers graze my phone but he's too quick and moves it away.

"KIAN" I smile

He's not even trying. He's been sitting this whole time while I've been moving everywhere trying to take it away from him.

"It's not fair that your arms are so long" I laugh

Ok I'm done. I'm getting my phone back.

His arm is above his head. I move forward and get on top of him but he leans back laying down on the couch and sets his arm all the way back behind his head. Oh my god why is this so much work. This is kind of fun though.

"Stop laughing at me" I smile still trying to reach for his phone.

I don't want to get all the way on top of him but if I want to get my phone that's what I'm going to have to do. So I crawl up his body and try not to touch him too much. This is weird. I attempt to take my phone and for the millionth time, I fail.

"Stop" I laugh "this is unfair"

Were face to face and I'm on top of him. I start to get nervous but before I could get off, kian brings his head up and presses his lips against mine.

I freeze for a second but the kiss sends butterflies to my stomach and makes me feel nauseous. I think of pulling away but how could something that feels so good be wrong, so I let myself melt.

His lips were soft and worked slowly with mine. There wasn't slobber, and I didn't feel uncomfortable, it was perfect. And I just wanted to keep going.

He brings his arm back which is still holding my phone and slides it in my back pocket of my jeans . Though his fingertips only grazed my skin, it felt like electricity, and I wanted more. Kian wraps his arms around my waste and deepens the kiss. My heart is beating so fast right now.

When I finally come to my senses I hesitantly pull back. I stare at him speechless.

"That's what a kiss is supposed to feel like" he whispers

Right after he says this Nyla comes through the front door.

When she sees me on top of Kian she freezes.

"Uhh I'm just going to pretend that I didn't see that, carry on" she says and runs to her room

KIANS P.O.V.

I don't regret kissing her. I guess I felt bad for her. I was just helping her so she could realize how she feels about Alex. Plus she looked really cute and I couldn't resist.

But surprisingly, besides the lack of experience she's a pretty good kisser. Imagine how great of a kisser she'll be once she dates someone who can do tongue without running out of saliva.

Honestly, I did feel something when we kissed. I know she did too because I could feel her heart beat. It was about to explode.

But now i feel guilty. What if I just ruined a perfectly good relationship? But seriously though, what kind of a good relationship has one of the people not wanting to kiss the other? That's a problem.

"I'm sorry" I say as I sit up " I shouldn't have done that"

"Yea, you probably shouldn't have" she says quietly

She looks embarrassed. Oh god what have I done. I should have thought this through.

"Can we just please pretend that this didn't happen?" She asks

"Uhh yea, of course"

Not exactly what I was aiming for. But that's what I get.

Reminder: you can't just kiss people because they look really cute and you feel like it.

"I'm gonna go ...somewhere" says luna walking towards the door

"Okay"

She faintly smiles at me and she leaves.

Fuck. Well that settles it I guess. I am developing feelings for Luna May Hart. I could have avoided this if I wasn't so damn horny. Why did I fucking kiss her?

I wouldn't care this much if she was single. But she's not. She has a boyfriend and I kissed her and that was wrong. What the hell goes through my head?