Unfixable : Kian Lawley & Jc Caylen

Petite

When I hear Jc's and Nyla's voice downstairs I decide to go back. I don't feel like dealing with the awkward tension with Kian so hopefully it won't be as bad.

"I'm hungry" whines Nyla

"I ordered Chinese food" says Kian

"finally you do something productive" she smirks

The Chinese food arrives minutes later. Nyla turns on the tv but no one pays attention to it. I grab one of the white boxes of food and take a seat on the floor next to Jc. Nyla and Kian are on the couch already picking at their food.

Most of the time I'm eating Nyla and Jc are bickering over Beyoncé conspiracy theories as I just laugh and listen to their arguments.

"I don't give a fuck if you think she's satan she's basically my mother" says Nyla

"I didn't fucking say that" says Jc "she's just scary"

"how" asks Nyla with annoyance clear in her voice "is her body too perfect for you to handle?"

"Honestly yea, she has the hottest body I've ever seen" He says taking his bottom lip between his teeth "big tits big ass and she's thick as fuck"

Kian scoffs

"do you not agree?" asks jc in disbelief

"no"

"are you human?"

"I prefer small boobs" he shrugs

"wait seriously?" asks Nyla

"Yea, it's not that I don't like big boobs but there's something about a girl with a small chest that is so attractive and... I don't know I just like it" says Kian

I feel relief in my stomach from his words. I know he's not talking about me, but it's nice to know that not all guys want the stereotypical image of beauty. I'm pretty much as small as you can get. Only a 32A. I've always been extremely self conscious of my body. I'm just so tiny. Pretty much everything about me is petite except for my butt, the only part of my body that I somewhat like.

"I don't know. You don't need more than a handful" kian shrugs

A smirk creeps up on his face and his eyes meet mine but I quickly look away

"Ugh shut the fuck up Kian you'll make me horny" whines Nyla

"Then get a fucking girlfriend" Kian smiles

"it's not that easy" she sighs

I feel bad for Nyla. She's a good friend and she deserves to be happy with someone.

"enough of this sad shit let's watch a movie" says Jc

"holy fuck" says Nyla staring at her phone screen "today is Carl's party I completely forgot"

Carl is such a funny name. I can't help but giggle every time I hear it. Carl. I know, I'm immature.

"are you going?" I ask

"hell yea" says Nyla standing up from the couch "anyone wanna come?"

"no" says Kian at the same time that I say "I do"

"I'm coming too" says Jc

"ok be ready by 7" she says

She unplugs her phone from the charger and rushes upstairs.

"are you coming too?" I ask Kian