These Are My Confessions

These Are My Confessions (5):

I wanted to make up for last night. I got up extra early to fix him breakfast. I snuck into the kitchen careful not to wake him up. I grabbed the stuff to make omelets, homemade hash browns, French toast, fresh orange juice and sausage patties. When I was done I setting the table then went into my room to wake him up. I straddled his lap and kissed all over his face.

"Babe wake up." I said biting on his ear. He flipped us over to where he was on top.

"Girl you better stop before I take you down right here." I covered my nose while laughing.

"Your breath stank." He blew his breath in my face. I pretended to throw up in my mouth.

"Stop playing my breath ain't that bad."

"Whatever get up your heavy." He got up and went into my restroom. I turned on the radio before going back into the kitchen. Five minutes later he came and sat down with me. I started making his plate.

"You went all out."

"This is to make up for yesterday." I said pecking his lips.

"It's fine." After we were done eating I washed the dishes. We sat in the living room watching Martin reruns on MTV.

"I'll be right back." I went towards the door and opened it. Ty was there in in his police uniform.

"Hey Ty what are you doing here?"

"I came to apologize for being an ass. I love you too much for us not be on good terms."

"It's fine, it's water under the bridge."

"You and me forever?"

"You and me for life." I stepped a little outside and hugged him.

"Baby who at the door?" I heard Aiyden's footsteps get closer. I released from Ty's arms.

"What's up?" Ty nodded. Aiyden grabbed me by my waist.

"Sup."

"Ty just stopped by to say hey." I said trying to calm him down.

"Yeah I'll see you later, call me."

"I will." Ty got into his car and drove off. When I closed the door I felt a stinging sensation on my face. I reached up and grabbed it. I could instantly feel the bruise that was going to form.

"Didn't I tell you to put that nigga in his place?"

"Did you just hit me?" I couldn't believe that he had put his hands on me.

"Shut up and go sit down." He barked at me.

"No get out my house." I pushed him into the wall. I started walking away until he grabbed me by my hair. He backed me into a wall.

"Don't you ever put your hands on me like that again." I pushed him off me again. "Man whatever I'm out." The next thing I knew we were both fist fighting. Although he was stronger than me I still got a few good punches in. He took his hand wrapping it around my throat. I could slowly feel myself slipping away. I scratched his face making him get off me. We both backed away from each other catching our breaths.

"I want you out of my house before I call the cops." I spit up blood on him before making my way to my shower. I heard the shower curtains move. I remained still as his hands roamed my body.

"Baby I'm sorry. I never meant to put my hands on you." He kissed my shoulder. I stayed still unable to function right. I have never seen this side of him before. Whatever made him snap like that has to stop.

"I forgive you." I whispered. I turned around so that we were face to face. "But if you ever touch me like that again we are over."

"I won't I promise." He kissed my lips a couple times. I rubbed my thumb across the scratch mark that I left on his face. I kissed his lips slowly. He turned off the water and guided me the bedroom. That night we made love for the first time.

Robyn MM