These Are My Confessions

These Are My Confessions (12):

The car ride back to the house was filled with silence. I would try to make conversation with him but he just dismiss me. When we got home I started to walk to my room when a glass was being thrown into my direction.

"I can't believe you made me look like an ass in front of those people." He yelled. I stood there stunned. I watched as the glass from the picture frame slide off the walls.

"I think you have lost your damn mind."

"No but, I'm about to. What is with this you and him having kids together?"

"Like I said we were kids. It never happened, I don't know why you are making such a big deal out of nothing."

"I would actually believe your ass if he wasn't always around. It all makes since now, you are cheating on me with him."

"You are so insecure. I'm going to bed." As I walking to my room he pulled me by my hair.

"I'm done yet bitch." I punched him in the face. He put his hand on his lip exposing the fresh blood. I started running toward my room. He picked up a lamp throwing it at me. I ducked it and ran into my room. He continued to bang on the door.

"Aiyden stop. You need to stop acting like this man." I could hear the dishes breaking and glass flying everywhere. I heard the sound of sirens get close to the house. There was banging on the front door. I answered it.

"Hi mama, there was a report of a disturbance." A police officer commented. Aiyden came wrapping his arm around me.

"No sir, everything is fine."

"Mama can you come with me?" I followed the man outside. "Is he hurting you mama?"

"No sir, I'm ok. I just broke a couple plates that's all."

"You know it's ok to say so. Once we leave it's out our hands."

"I'm fully aware thanks for the concern though." I plastered on a fake smile.

"You have a good night now." I walked back over to the door watching the cop cars drive off. Aiyden grabbed me by my arm pulling me into the house.

"Did you tell them anything?"

"No."

"Good, I think we should relocate for a while. People are too nosey around here." I went into the kitchen grabbing the dust pan and broom as he continued his rant. "Robyn, I want to,"

"I don't care anymore." He walked into the back as I continued to clean up the glass. I picked up the picture of me and Ty that he through at me. When I finished and sat on the couch staring into space. My body was lifted up and stripped of clothes then put into a tub full of water. There was candles lit and the lights were dimmed.

"Ro I'm trying, I'm not good at the relationship shit. You just got to be patient with me baby. I love you I promise you that. I will literally kill someone behind you." He kissed my shoulder than ran a sponge over my body. As he watched my body, I just wanted to escape from him. I couldn't stand to be around him any longer. I needed this escape.

"Can you do me a favor?"

"Anything, just ask and it's yours."

"I'm hungry can you go to Taco Bell for me?"
"That's all the way across town Ro."

"It's fine, I understand."

"Nah I'll be back." He exited the room. I waited for the sound of his car to disappear into the distance. I went into the room putting on some clothes. I had do something to get away. I grabbed a bottle of pills. I took a hand full watching little dots float around the room. I woke up to the sound of machines beeping around the room.

"Look who is awake."

"Where am I?"

"The hospital, you took a lot of pills. You could have done serious harm to yourself thank God your husband came back in time."

"Husband?" I asked leaning against the headboard.

"I think she is suffering from amnesia." She said looking at Aiyden.

"It's fine, I'll take over from here." The nurse nodded her head leaving the two of us in the room. He chuckled darkly, "You really thought you were going to leave me."

"Aiyden I didn't mean,"

"I think you like putting your life in danger. You're becoming reckless. When we get home we are having a long conversation."

"I can't keep playing these games with you! If you are going to kill me you need to do it now because I'm not going to stop trying to get away from you. I fucking hate you." I screamed with tears running from my face.

"But I love you." He left the room closing the door behind me.