These Are My Confessions

These Are My Confessions (18):

I slowly felt myself drift in and out of consciousness. I tried to keep myself awake because I knew if I didn't I would surely die. I felt my body being lifted up from out the car. I tried to open my eyes but they were slowly becoming heavy. This is it, my life is coming to an end all because of my stupid decisions. I fell in love with a monster. At first glance he is every woman's dream, smart, successful, confident but it's all a façade. Damn I wish I would have never met him. I felt something cold drench my body causing me to immediately wake up in fear. Aiyden was sitting in front of me in a chair. I scooted my body against the head board.

"I'm glad to see you are awake we missed you." I looked over in the corner and saw Monica and Ty in the other side of the room. They both looked like they were beaten. I felt violent tears flow from my eyes. He walked up to me and slapped me. "Don't start that crying shit. You are the reason they are in this now."

"They have nothing to do with this. Let them go please."

"You honestly think that huh? Why don't you tell her what you've been doing Monica."

"What is he talking about?" I looked over at her. Her lip was busted with a big gash by her eye. Her body was covered with bruises.

"Tell her." He demanded. She jumped at his response. She looked over at me.

"I'm so sorry Ro." She was shaking.

"Moni..."

"I'm the person who told him everything and where you were when you left for a couple of weeks."

"How could you. I trusted you I thought we were best friends. Does that not mean shit to you?"

"I'm sorry he threatened to kill my daughter. I would do anything to keep my baby girl alive." She screamed while crying. "Until you become a mother you have no right to come at me like this." I honestly couldn't even be mad. It still doesn't fix the fact that she betrayed me.

"Why is Ty here?" I asked turning my attention back to Aiyden.

"I know that you was screwing that nigga while we was still together. That whole breaking up shit was all his idea. You two thought I was stupid."

"I promise I didn't cheat on you. He was my friend."

"Friends don't sneak around with each other."

"I never did anything with him."

"Stop lying." He took the chair he was sitting in and threw it across the room.

"I'm not." I was confused and scared. I knew his ass was crazy but not this crazy.

"I swear I want to believe yo ass but, everything you say is bullshit." He walked over to me gripping my face. "I love you so much Robyn. I've tried my best to do everything for you. I know we been through some shit but, I tried." He smashed his lips onto my. I tried to pull away but he squeezed my cheeks then stuck his tongue in my mouth. When he pulled away I wanted to vomit. I looked over at Ty whose eyes were on me.

"I'm sorry." I mouthed to him. He hung his head low.

"Unfortunately someone has to die but, since I'm a nice person I'll let you pick first." He cocked his gun that I didn't even notice he had.

"Wait please don't." I begged getting on my knees. "Let's make a deal, I'll stay with you if you let them go." He looked at me questioning eyes. "It will be like old times baby please."

"They can go but, if they snitch that's they ass... Matter of fact." He took his gun and shot both of them in the head.

"No." I screamed. I tried to go over to them but he grabbed me by his hair.

"Shut the fuck up."

"I fucking hate you." I punched him in the face with all I had. He held his lip watching the blood fall. He grabbed me by my neck, pinning me against the wall. As his arm squeezed tighter around my neck I scratched at his face. He threw me on the floor then aimed the gun at me.

"I'm done playing with your Robyn." He picked me up by my arm dragging me into another room. He closed the door behind him and locked it. The room was pitch black except for the night light in the corner.There was no window but, you could hear a settle breeze in the distance. I was just left in my thoughts. I went into a corner and prayed. I prayed for my safety, I prayed for the two people that I just lost and I prayed that someone would find me. 

I know it's been awhile since I've last updated this book but, it's a bitter sweet feeling to know that TAMC is coming to an end in three more chapters. I hope you enjoy it. Go check out Battle Scars it's a new book that I've been writing for a minute now and if you haven't already the Searching For Me series.