One-shot: Akashi x Reader

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Italics = Song Lyrics

"Told you she looks ugly."

"Lol. Hope she dies sometime soon."

The lonely girl is forever dreaming of something she can't reach and churning, churning the insides of her flustered mind.

'I'm fine. It's not like you hear this once and now again. I hear it everyday.'

"There's no problem." she mutters; has she lost her words? 

"Y/N - are you alright?" The red head mutters behind you, but you ignore him. You don't care. You bet he doesn't care either.

Another failure, another failure. If it ends in search of the mistakes, once again, she'll spin!

'Nobody needs to care about me. I'm fine. I really am.'

One more time, one more time. "I'll roll today too."

"Oh, look... she's here again."

"Isn't it about time for her to just notice all the attention and commit suicide?"

"Rude, but true."

The girl says, the girl says while playing with the meanings in her words!

'I can go further. I can endure more. I really can.'

"Are you all right now?" 

You can feel a hand touching your shoulder. You ignore it. You hear a sigh. You ignore it.

"Not just yet, because there's still a long ways to go and I can't see the end. Stop breathing, right now."

Days pass. 

The rolling girl is but a mere shadow of who she once was, unable to reach the colour on the other side
The overlapping voices mixing, mixing with each other.

"She's disgusting."

"What's with those bandages on her face?"

"I don't know, someone probably beats her up."

You block what they say out again. The world looks like it's black and white. Everyone is looking the same, smiling like a devil in diguise, mocking your existence.

"There's no problem." the words she muttered were lost. 

How can she possibly turn out fine when 

The hilly roads entice her and cause her to make mistakes.

You walk upstairs. People glance at you. You don't glance at them. You start to run. As you're running out of breath, you reach the empty rooftop. You stare down at the ground beneath you.

One more time, one more time. 

Please let me roll  

The girl says, the girl says 

While silently repeating her meanings!

You smile, the bandages poking the edge of your mouth. 

"Are you all right now?" 

You feel an unknown presence behind you. You suppose it doesn't matter. Nothing mattered at that point. Nothing did.

"In just a little longer, we might be able to see something very soon. I'll stop breathing right now."

You fall, the wind hitting your body as you feel your body become heavy.

One more time, one more time.

Someone grabs your hand and pulls you into an embrace. Yours eyes widen, as you see it's that red haired boy again.

"I'll roll today too." 

"It's okay to rely on someone." He mutters.

The girl says, the girl says 

"It's okay to feel weak and alone." He holds you tight.

While playing on words with a smile!

"But it's not alright to stop everything, just like that."

"Are you all right now? It's okay. You gradually became tired of it too, right?" 

Tears well up in your eyes, in Akashi's strong arms.

"I'll be here for you."

We'll hold our breath, right now. 

End of Chapter.

The song presented here is called Rolling Girl, by Hatsune Miku from Vocaloid. It's a very good song, so when you have the time, you should try listening to it.

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