Not a complete screw up

Just great

"Mom no i did not" i said to my mom that is annoying me right now

"Don't call me your mom i can't believe I gave birth to you" my mom said harshly making me cry.

"You don't mean that" i said already crying.

"No i mean every word your nothing and will never be nothing"!

" just leave me alone i don't care what you think" i told my mom but i do care what she thinks alot.

"Whatever" my mom said laughing while leaving my room.

I did care what she my mom said and never wil know why she says it and we were arguing about money she thinks i took her money even though we both know my dad took the money she blames it on me because she don't wanna get hit in the face by him who reminds me of Darren who i have to go see in a minute.

"Hey shana where you at?" I heard darren say from downstairs which made me run downstairs to him. "Hey how'd you get in here" i asked darren.

"Well the door was unlocked" he said pointing to the door.

"Well hey" i said slightly smiling.

"Don't hey me get in the car" darren said angrily.

"What no what did i do"? I said getting worried that he might get mad.

"Get in the car" darren said grabbing my arm.

"No i won't if your angry and you will hit me"

"Don't let me tell you again" he said glaring at me.

"You can't tell me what to do" i said walking outside and getting in the car knowing i'll regret what i said to him later.

"Why would you embaress me like that" darren said getting in the car.

"Embaress you like what?"? I asked confused until i felt darren smack me.

"Don't act dumb just make sure you don't do it again"

"I-i'm sorry" i said grabbing my face where he hit it.

"Good girl now let's get going" he said kissing my lips.

This is nothing new getting smacked whenever he thinks i out talk him i just hope that wherever were going it's something good and fun but when we pulled up it wasn't evenclose to good.

"You can stay here or follow me i don't care" Darren said while pulling up by the side walk.

We pulled up at what seems to be drug dealers and everthing at this place i didn't want to be here. "No I'll stay in the car and can we go i don't want to be here"

"If you didn't wanna be here you shouldn't have come"

"I didn't wanna come you made me" i whispered.

"What was that"

"Nothing" i said that so i won't get smacked again.

"Yeah that's what I thought" he said as he was getting out the car and i watched how he walked into that house.
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Darren been in the house for what seems like a long time so I decided to go in and boys kept trying to talk to me but I just rolled my eyes and continued walking in the house. And into the hallway is smelled liquor and weed then I saw darren but he was not alone he was kissing a girl with black long hair and I just called his name and when he saw me he just continued kissing her so I ran to the car until momments is later he came to the car too.

"Ready to go" he said smiling.

"Hopefully nowhere else but home without you" I said angrily.

"What's your problem"? He asked comletely clueless.

"You were just making out with another girl in my face and your asking me what's wrong" i said yelling.

"Watch your mouth" he said slapping my face.

"But you were......

"So what your nothing without me your useless just like your parentes tell you"

"Stop don't bring them into this" i said about to cry.

"I'm telling you to watch your mouth"

"Or what i said but soon regretted it because he punched me then got out the car to drag me by my hair punching and kicking me over and over again. "I told you to watch your mouth now walk home" he said that leaving me infront of the house until after a while i felt someone pick me up who had brown hair and was really cute wait omg it wasmalik williams after a while all i knew was i was at my house and i think malik said something to me.

"Sorry this happened I don't know why boys do this but I'll see you around" and i think thats what he said before he left but before I could think about it i got a text from darren that said pick you up in the morning and i thought this isjust great.

So this is me the shana brown story
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