Don't Forget Me

12//i love you too

EXPLICIT
Kiana's POV
I put my phone down on the couch. I walked into the kitchen searching for something to eat. I got an idea to make some popcorn and just watch a few scary movies. As I stood in the kitchen watching the tv from a far I heard a knock at my door. I walked towards it and looked out the peep hole. Ugh. I open the door to Blake holding a box of pizza and flowers. I raise my eyebrow and cross my arms. "What do you want?" I ask. "I wanted to say sorry for being a douche, I don't even know what the hell was wrong with me," he pauses looking like he was waiting for a response. "And I got you these," he says handing me the daisies. "And I got us a pizza." he finishes. "Us?" I ask. He smiles and nods, "Please?" he begs. I roll my eyes, "Fine come in." I move to the side and let him walk pass.

He put the pizza on the table then jumped up to sit on the counter. I walked pass him to get the popcorn out the microwave. I went in the refrigerator to get some pink lemonade. While doing all of this I could feel Blake's stare. I shrug it off and give him a cup. He smiles, sips it, and continues to stare at me. "What you lookin at?" I ask. He smiles again and gets off the counter and walks towards me. I back up hitting my back onto the refrigerator stopping me from moving further. Blake stands over me and stares me down. I won't lie this stare is lowkey turning me on. "You're so fucking beautiful." he whispers. I roll my eyes and try walking past him but he stops me. He brushes the side of my face with his hand. He cups my face pulling me in for a kiss. Our lips inches apart. I finally speak up not letting this go any further. "I'm getting married next month." I blurt out. He freezes and opens his eyes. He looks pissed.

"You're what?!" he practically yells making me jump. "I'm getting married next month." I say a little scared. "I thought that wasn't till next summer!" he yells once again. "I- I changed it. A-Andrew gets home early a-and I wanted t-to get m-married earlier." I stutter. He smacks the refrigerator causing me to flinch. He backs away and sits down in a near by chair. He puts his face in his hands. "Why are you doing this?" he mumbles. "Well I love him and I want to be his wife. I'm ready." I say proudly. He chuckles, "No you aren't, I know who you really want." I furrow my eyebrows.

He stands up again and picks me up catching me off guard. He sits me on the counter and leans in trying for another kiss. I push him off and jump off the counter. "Blake I know how you feel about me. I know that you're not over me & you're trying to win me over, but just stop. Stop because I'm getting married soon. I'm in love with someone else. Now you and I have been with each other since we were babies. We've been the closest friends, and I've been very happy because I finally got my best friend back. But I can't be with you and you know that." I watch him rub his face and sigh. "You know what you're right. I do have feelings for you that won't go away. I stopped talking to you for years. I stopped talking about you. But I couldn't stop thinking about you. I was with so many girls to get you off my mind but you wouldn't. I know I've broken a lot of hearts but you," he pauses and looks at the ground. "You broke my fucking heart." I look down also. I didn't know I caused all of this. I never meant to hurt him. Hell I didn't even think Blake could get hurt. I look back up to him. "But I still want you. I still want to be with you. Why don't you want me back? Why won't you love me the way I love you?" I shake my head and look down. "It's complicated Blake." I try to walk away but he once again grabs me. "Okay well then answer this. If you're so in love with him like you say you are. Why are you rushing to get married?" I roll my eyes, "I already told you!" "Tell me the truth!" he yells back. "Because I'm in love with you too Blake! I can't be with you because I know you're gonna hurt me! I know you're gonna play me! That's what you do! I've watched you with other girls! I know who you are! You just wanna be with me so you can use me & say you fucked me because only one other person on this damn planet can say that! You're only attracted to me because I've been rejecting you! Stop trying to break my heart for some type of revenge!" I get light headed and collapse on the floor being blinded by my tears.

I cover my face and continue to cry. Blake sits down next to me on the floor. He pulls me in for a hug. I cry even harder. I fucking love this guy but I know what he can do to me. He lifts up my face and looks me straight in the eye. "I could never hurt you in any way, shape, or form without hurting myself. You are apart of me that I can't let go. I can't hurt you even if I wanted to. I'm in love with you Kiana Tyler Black. I will always be in love with you." he plants his lips on mine. I pull him in closer by his neck. He lifts me up not breaking the kiss. I wrap my legs around his waist and he starts walking up the stairs into my bedroom. He gently lays me down.

He stands up staring down at me. He bites his lip and smirk. I instantly feel this waterfall happen in my pants. He takes my t shirt off and stares some more once again. He bends over and gives me a kiss on my forehead, then my nose, my lips, my neck, my breast, my stomach. He looks back up at me and kisses my thighs. He bites onto my spandex and pulls them down with his teeth. He smirks at the wet spot on my underwear. I feel my cheeks turn red and I shyly smile. He pulls my underwear down with his teeth. He puts my legs on his shoulder and kisses my clit making me shiver. I look up to the ceiling. Should I be doing this? Before I could answer my own question Blake had shoved his tongue inside me causing me to moan and clench onto his hair. He does this painfully slow. I let go of his hair and try to get out of this because it was so good it hurt. Blake took his huge hands and held down onto my hips, "There's no running away from this." He makes eye contact with me and continues. I throw my head back and arch my back. I was so close. Blake could sense it so he stopped, making me frown. He stood up taking his shirt of revealing his chiseled abs. He takes my hands and lets them run my fingers down them. He slides down his shorts and boxers exposing his huge friend who was hard as a rock. I've seen Blake's dick before on accident in high school and it was pretty big, but not this big.

I sat up scooting towards him. I grab his member starting to put it in my mouth but he stops me. "I only want you to feel pleasure so lay down and let me pleasure you." I do as he says and lay back down. He reaches in his shorts pocket pulling out a condom. He lays on top of me & spreads my legs. He kisses my neck. He rubs the tip against my clit teasing me. I pull his hair lightly and he chuckles. He starts slowly entering me making us both fill the room with moans. I dig my nails into his back. I start sucking onto his neck leaving hickeys. He moans even louder. I noticed he started closing his eyes. "Open your eyes Blake." I whisper. He slowly opens them, keeping his eyes on me. The pace starts picking up and our moans get louder. I reach my high practically yelling his name and soon so does Blake. He rolls to the side of me, pulling me close to him. He pecks my lips one more time and dozes off to sleep. I look at my ring finger and instantly feel guilty. What have I done?
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