complications...

Flashback....

"Stop!"...
"Please.....stop...."
"Please....you are hurting me."..I said between crys for help ,but he wouldn't stop... he just kept on going.
"Shh,be a good little girl",was all he said as he thrust in and out of me..smiling from ear to ear.
I cried out for help but he shut me up by slamming his fist into my face,he then started to move faster...
He whispered in my ear that this was my payment for being a wonderful girl

I couldn't defend myself anymore.... my innocence was being taken away by the one person I trusted the most..My Father...
As soon as he was through pleasing himself,he got up from ontop of me and left me laying on the floor of my room.
I cried, as I lay there, replaying what had just occurred.

My feet were numb And I was feeling pain from every inch of my body. The sight of my blood on the floor sickened me.
My father entered the room a hour later threatening me not to mention this to anyone
I sweared not to say anything..
"That's my baby girl,"he said smiling.
This was a birthday I could never forget.
I laid there in silence till the sun no longer peaked in through the window pane. I then found the strength to have a bath and tried
go to bed.

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The following morning I woke up a different person.

I dragged myself out of bed and stood in front of my mirror.
The girl I was yesterday no longer starred back at me. She was replaced with a cold and broken image