Venom Attraction

chapter 4:not so compelled..huh?

Wow guys I'm so sorry for not writing for like FOREVER!!! But I will make it up to you ? and here is the next chapter!!

Recap:

Damon compelled Stella so that she would forget the whole ELENA situation...

Yes, I fucked up again... but I couldn't help myself her name just came out like word vomit, and you know there are times that I love my unhumanly powers but right now I just don't feel it I mean how can I do that to stella? I questioned myself bout this over and over again... what has she done to me to regret this?" as I walked down the stairs.

Damon: would you like to grab something to eat?

Stella: hum no, thank you but it's getting a little late and I think my parents would be getting worried by now, but I would appreciate a ride home if it's not of a bother.

Damon: of course not. It would never be a bother*smile devilishly* has anyone ever told you that you're ... uhm... beautiful.

Stella: *blushes little bit and smiles* no... But thanks for the compliment, Damon.

Damon: I'm glad I'm the first...

Stella and Damon stare at each other intensively for awhile smiling to themselves.

Stella: shall we go?

Damon: yes, we shall miss Vander wolf.

They walk out and Stella goes to the passenger's seat while Damon follows behind her and when she turns back their lips collide and they both stay there for what felt like an eternity.

Demons pod

I have no idea what came on to me I just wanted to lover her so much, there was a force that attracted me to her so strongly! It made me throw all my feelings at her... in a good way... she is like a drug to me that I can't get enough of... was it her blood? Or that UN existing feeling that humans call "love"? whatever it is I must stop it before she destroys me just like Elena did.

tella's po

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I closed my eyes to savor this amazing feeling... I felt those butterflies that girls get when they kiss a guy they really like... but uhmm I don't know what it was , there was something about him that pulled me closer to him something that made me lose control over myself and I loved it . I could never get enough of this feeling. It pulled me, it- it was just amazing

But I can't like or even worst... love Damon, because of what he is... I mean it's obvious! He's a player type and I won't roll that deep for him... unless he changes, but the question is... will he ever change?

I tried to pull again but Damon kept pulling me closer to him... he was embracing me so close that I felt hes muscles on my chest and his hand was on my neck and he tilted my head to one side and stared at my neck for a short time before he let go.

He opened the door for me to enter.

Damon: get in the car.

Stella: ok, Mr. Salvatore.

He went to his side and got in.

As he was driving and looked so concentrated in so. I asked him

Stella: Damon?

Damon: yeah?

Stella: why did you kiss me and then just ...

Damon: I'm sorry it was a mistake. I shouldn't of have done that it was totally disrespectful towards you.

Stella: but-... not unless I enjoyed it.

Damon: *smiles apologetically*.

Stella: is there something bothering you?

Damon: no...

Stella: well it kind of looks like there is... why are you serious all of a sudden?

Damon: it's nothing.

Stella: tell me.

Damon: Stella...*cold stare*...it's none of your business.

Stella: ibis... fine.

I looked out the window and played the kiss in my head...

*sigh*

Damon: I'm sorry... I shouldn't of have flipped on you like that.

Stella: ...

Damon: coma's Stella...

Stella: tell me what it is.

Damon: *sigh* I can't. I'm sorry

Stella: why--- turn left.

Damon: were here.

Stella: I have time.

Damon: Stella....

Stella: fine. Goodbye Damon.

Damon got out of the car and took my hand and turned me to look at him straight in the eyes.

Damon' pov

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I thought I know I'm going to regret this but this will be the last one.... I kissed her passionately and as this momentum seemed so romantic al of a sudden I changed... I transformed and I had no idea my fangs appeared and I did it ... I bit her... but as delicately as I could.

I thought she was going to scream but she didn't... it seemed as if she were enjoying it, this surprised me a little I mean it took me off guard and I had to be careful not to drain her out . It was hard to stop, but I did.

When I stopped she looked at me with eyes that I would never forget it's like

Stella: is this what was bothering you? That you would lose control over your other side?

Damon: Stella I have to go.

Stella: no! Don't... its ok. Damon, when I kiss you it's like déjà vu... *smiles* and-

Damon: hold on let me lick that...

He licked my neck where he had bit me... and it felt so sensual.

Stella: you're a -

Damon: ... say it..

Stella: vampire..

Damon: you should be running in terror away from me.

Stella: why? I mean ..is that what your afraid of? Me leaving you ?

Damon: .. .

Stella: I wont damon.. I promise!

She stroked my cheeks and kissed me , I kissed her back even deeper.

Stella: ill see you tomorrow.

Damon: ill look forward to that.

Stella *smiled* bye. *left*

What have I done? ..

At damon's house________________________________

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Damon: ...... what do you want steffan.....

Steffan: the question is.. what do you want with her...

Damon: im not a little boy steffan I know what im doing.

Steffan: really? Well then the last few hundreds of innocent people you killed aren't here to give their opinion on this.

Damon: look steffan im in a very good mod so don't ruin it.

Steffan: if you do anything to her I swear I will-

Damon: you'll do what?

Steffan: just don't try to attempt and kill her or worst turn her .

Damon: no.. I wont .. but since this really ticks you off .. then maybe ill have some fun in the process ? .