✮Star struck, a Pokemon fanfic✮

✮34~ Am I something more?✮ ✅

Be yourself, everyone else is already taken.

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"Two little princesses dancing in a row
Spinning fast and freely on their little toes
Where the light will take them, no one ever knows
Two little princesses dancing in a row."

My gaze shifted around my soft purple surroundings, in somewhat of a daze. I was seemingly enveloped in some sort of soft lilac mist. The way it settled around me, the way it seemed to embrace me caused a feeling in me that made the mist seem familiar somehow, like a presence within had appeared to me before but I couldn't know where. The sound of someone's voice filtered from all around, almost as if... The voice was the very mist itself. I don't know how to make sense of it all but it seemed like the only thing that could make sense.

The singing repeated over and over, like a radio left on loop. The voice, like the mist, felt familiar, calming even, but at the same time, completely new.

"Umm... Hello?" I questioned, walking forward, deciding that it was as good as a direction as any to take. My nerves itched as I hugged myself protectively. There didn't even seem to be ground beneath my feel, just more of this mist that solidified beneath my steps, I decided not to look as to avoid getting sick or dizzy at the thought.

The voice faltered slightly and finished its line before stopping completely, the mist faded along with it. In front of me sat a small, bird like Pokémon. Its body was shaped like a ball with stubby little legs and wings. Its tiny beak seemed to smile slightly while it's wide black eyes seemed full of knowledge I could not quite describe. A small purple feather stuck out from its forehead which matched the colour and design of its wings. It had a snowy white body and a single pink stripe on it wings and feather.

It cocked its body to the side since it had no defined head or neck. It let out a cooing sound and hopped over to me, pecking lightly at my bare feet. I took a small step back, not really sure about the reality of the dream or this small Pokémon.

The Pokémon looked up at me, its black eyes seemed to have a slight silver glow to them.

The Pokémon started humming the familiar tune of the song I now knew so well. I felt the urge to sing along with it. So when it reached the second loop, I sung the song I heard so many time for the first time. The Pokmon seemed pleased with my response, swaying its head side to side with the rhythm of the song. It fluttered its wings and hopped around my feet happily.

It came to a sudden stop and looked up at me. I knelt down next to it and reached out to touch it, it leaned in towards my fingers. I felt some sort of connection struck before a bright flash made everything vanish and when it faded I was in the sleeping bag I was using where I'd fallen asleep next to Thomas.

I sat up and looked around. The moon was only just setting in the distance showing it was still really early in the morning... Or late at night. Whichever suits you.

Dream and Shiver were curled up next to me, sleeping peacefully. The rest of my Pokèmon weren't to far away, or Alice's I should say. As quietly as I could I unzipped my sleeping bag, trying not to wake anyone. I slipped out of my sleeping bag and snuck out of the campsite and over to the lake, wanting to be on my own but not wanting to wander to far off.

I felt like a fraud.

I wasn't Alice. I couldn't even remember my sister let alone be like her. I couldn't be the final Pixie Born, I don't even know who I was, how could I be someone who wasn't me? It was so frustrating. I felt like so much was expected to do so much and I couldn't do anything. I was to terrified of Tyson to try and leave again and I felt like I didn't fit in here. My memories weren't even mine.

Tears gathered in my eyes and I fell to my knees, staring at my reflection. "Who am I?" I whispered to myself. "I'm nothing more then a fraud. I'm not Alice and I never will be."

I hugged myself as I burst into tears, slamming my hand onto my reflection making it disappear under the waves of ripples.

~Glaceon?~

I looked around to see Shiver standing behind me. She gave me a concerned look as she walked up to me. She placed her front paw on my leg and looked up at me sadly.

I pushed her away. "Please leave me alone Shiver." I whispered. "I just need to be left alone."

Shiver cocked her head to the side and gave me a sad look. ~Glace?~

"Leave!" I raised my voice for the first time since I can remember.

Shiver's ears dropped and she cocked her head to the side. She took a small step backwards but shook her head. She looked upset but she wouldn't leave.

"Why do you care about me?" I sobbed. "I'm not your trainer. I'm no one. I'm nothing but a fraud. So stop, okay."

Shiver looked confused and shook her head as if saying I was wrong. She trotted over to a patch of sand in the lake bank she drew two stars and a basic snowflake shape in the sand with her tail. She gestured to the smaller star and pointed to me before pointing to the slightly bigger one and pointing up to the pinky star in the sky, lastly she pointed to the snowflake then herself.

"Me, Alice and you?" I questioned.

Shiver smiled and nodded, drawing a heart shape that went threw all her smaller drawings. ~Glace-e glaceon.~ She then used her paw to circle the star then meant me to connect herself, stamping the space between with her paw print.

I didn't quite understand the meaning of Shiver's drawings but it was clear that she saw me as her trainer, no matter if I was her real on or not. But I still don't feel right. I still feel like I'm a fake version of my sister. Her memories aren't mine. Her friends aren't mine. Her life isn't mine. Nothing I have is mine.

My tears splashed against the water of the lake making small plip-plop sounds.

~Natu?~

I turned around quickly at the sound of the unfamiliar voice, but surprisingly, Shiver remained stationary instead of jumping between me and the possible threat.

The small bird Pokèmon from my dream stood not to far away. It pecked lightly at the ground, dropping what looked like a small parchment of paper to the ground before flying off into the forest. I slowly stood to my feet, wiping away my tears with the back of my hand. With shiver at my heal I picked up the tiny roll of paper.

I unwound it and found a neat drawing of a shooting star, instantly recognising it as Alice's mark but what was different was that it had the same halo mine did. It was like the both of them had combined into one mark. I was confused by the drawing and went over the details carefully. I found something I'd missed the first, two words written carefully on the corner of the paper,

I'm sorry.

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Word Count: 1221

Finally got a short chapter up. I got a basic direction for the story set but it may change or it might not. I don't know yet.

I feel sorry for Shimmer ;~; why am I so mean to my OC's?

Well, I have stuff to do and places to be so vote comment and have fun~!

Bai~!