~Brinley's POV
Home a place where you feel safe a place where you feel welcome, a home is a place your meant to grieve for when in pain, a place where you want to be when your scared. Everyone has a house, well most people do, however not everyone has a home even people without a house can have a home somewhere that you belong, somewhere you can believe, somewhere you can trust.
In someways my home was with my friends but I still didn't have an actual home, my house was filled with hatred, regret, anger and fear of the truth, fear of the thing that's needed the most in a home, truth is the thing that's needed to feel belonging. I was in my house I would never call it my home and I don't think that I ever had, I had just woken up sleep wasn't a thing that I got very much and I was great full for any that I got.
Currently I was scrolling through my group chat with my six friends. Sleep was something that none of us got and you learn to live without it, I was scrolling through the few hours of conversation from the others a third of it about the party another third about random shït and the other third asking where I was.
Evan:Brin you short arsë where are you??xxx
Codie:Yeah B wakey wakey since when did you sleep?xxx
James:They all look at us like we're fücking mad men!xxx
Cameron:I know there's no point the rumours speak for them selves xxx
Violet:Does anyone know where my charger is?xxx
Evan:My house babe xxxx
Violet:I'll get it later!cxxxx
Elliot:NOT ALL RUMOURS ARE TRUTH!
Brinley:Calm your tits El!xxx
Elliot:So your happy with all the rumours?xxx
James:Yeah brin are you happy with what they think?xxx
Brinley: I never said that...
James:Because they do believe what they hear doll.
Codie:Leave the poor girl alone you dïck!x
Cameron:Don't start arguing again guys there's no point xxx
James:Sorry brin :)xxx
Brinley:Tis okay jay xxx
Violet:So we all going to the place xxx
Brinley:Be there in 20 love you's x
James:5mins love you's x
Violet:love you's x
Elliot: love you's too x
Cameron:love you's x
Evan:love you's see you in a minute x
Codie:Suppose I love you bästards too!x:)
Midnight it's midnight and I've arranged to meet my friends. I quickly sort myself out since I'd been asleep and looked into my reflection, the thing that is meant to mirror you, all I see when I look at my reflection is an emotionless mess which is me however an image never shows what's deep within the only way to find that is through words and them words can only be told from someone with trust and faith something I will never feel.
This ran through my head as I made my way to my friends, we always met in the same place. The place where it happened, the place where it all began, I stood in the centre of the trees which formed a perfect circle. My mind wandered James said that he would be 5 minutes and there was no one in sight. A quick rustle of leaves and a snap of a twig made my body turn around quickly, the forest was pitch black and creepy as shït to say the least.
"Right this isn't funny you dïck!" I shouted knowing that James or Elliot would do something like this,
"I'm being serious I know it's you!"
"AHHHHH!!" The scream came from behind me and I literally jumped out of my skin hitting what was in front of me which to the least of my surprise was James and Elliot.
"What the hell was the point!"
"Awww did we scare the shit out of little brin," James cooed and I rolled my eyes seeing the others come from the same direction as them.
"Well when you make noises over there and jump out from the opposite direction I'm going to be scared!"
"Brin we didn't make noises over there,"
"Are you being serious I heard you I'm not stupid!"
"How would we get from there to here that fast with out making any noise!!" Elliot practically shouted in my face, he had a habit of getting angry and stressed easily and I don't know how he dealt with life.
"True," I said starting to wonder what made the noise,
"Can we just get out of here now since something must have made that noise," violet spoke up curled in to Evans side, ever since the first time we met they'd been together and I had slight déjà vu looking at the couple the first time we met violet she was always scared and unsure and after everything that happened it just made it worse.
The seven of us started to vacate the circle of trees and my ears pricked up at the sound behind me and I began to rush out behind the others.
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A/N
So hi 5sos will be in it more soon I just need to like set the scene! Please comment vote etc. and keep reading idek but that would be nice thanks!:-)
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