-Brinleys POV
Time is precious and you don't get a lot of it to live your life so I wasn't going to sit in the same place I spent worrying and confused. I had to lie through my teeth last time I was there and I had no idea why. I was innocent back then...but now look at me, when anyone sees me what do they see a slut, a creep, a little bitch who no one knows anything about but if I started telling the truth now what would I be a coward and an idiot and to be honest I prefer what I'm thought of as now.
When I got back to mine Calum was gone and it was silent in the house, strange couldn't even describe how I felt being home and not worried. I went into the living room and saw a note on the table,
Hi, I had to leave there was family stuff and yeh sorry
I read the note and carried on with what I was doing, grabbing a drink from the kitchen I went up stairs and into my room.
-Calum's POV
When I got a text from my sister saying she was home I was beyond confused, I thought she would be away for another week but I guess not. She told me to come home right away and I quickly found a Pena be paper wringing down a note. I figured it must be something serious as she wouldn't come home early for no reason so I walked home as quickly as possible and walked in to see her on the sofa with get head in her hands.
"Hey where's mum and da do thought you were meeting them before you came home?"
"Calum sit down," I listened to her and sat next to her, she looked up and her eyes were all puffy. My eyebrows furrowed and I moved closer to her,
"Mali what's happened?"
"Calum please don't freak out,"
"What?"
"It's mum and dad," she paused and my heart skipped a beat, " you see they went for a drive in a rental car Calum and it was faulty,"
"What does that mean?" She sighed and came and sat in front of me,
"The engine had a problem and the fuel tank was full...so when the engine started sparking something happened with the fuel and," she sighed again and I could feel my eyes getting glossy, "mum and dad are gone Calum, there dead,"
I just stared, nothing to say, nothing to think I couldn't move. I was paralysed and so confused, my body was in shock. My sister leant forwards and engulfed me in a hug and that's when my teas came through. I didn't normally cry well I suppose but I could feel myself breaking, I could feel my limbs tensing and I could hear my heart thump against my chest and nothing could focus my brain.
Fuzzing and ringing was all I could hear as my sister tried to explain what would happen to us.
"Calum!"
"Sorry what?"
"You'll stay here with me we can stay in the house as all of there possessions are now ours."
"Oh o-okay,"
"Calum we're gonna be okay, please believe me we'll be fine,"
"Yeh I know,"
"I know how you feel," she smiled at me and I returned it and headed to my room.
-Third person
She sat in the living room for the first time in forever watching tv like a normal person...it then crossed her mind what if he never woke up...what if she could be like this forever. She shook her head shaking the thought away, she couldn't say that about her own dad...or could she. He was never really a father not that she could remember any way and it can't be that bad being an orphan, not when you lived the life she did. She pondered on this thought for a while arguing in her mind and making her head hurt. She eventually let it go and carried on watching TV her mind wandering over the past couple of weeks and months, her conflicted mind making her confused but then again the emotionless girl showed no emotion....
However he wasn't in conflict he wasn't confused, he was silent nothing running through his mind and nothing to say to anyone. His phone buzzed and he read the messages from his friends but rode past them, he did know how he was going to survive and didn't know how he was going to function. He was on orphan...and he couldn't stand the thought of being without a family, couldn't stand the thought of not seeing the man and women that brought him up smiling at him when he did well, couldn't stand the thought of them never being mad at him again and couldn't stand the thought of no parents what so ever....when he's had the life he'd had having no parents is the worse thing in the world...
*week later
-Ashtons POV
I went down stairs dancing and singing as the music in the house made the walls shake. I couldn't have been happier and the reason was her, we might not go out together invade people see us but it didn't matter where we were it was perfect. Every moment I saved and locked away...after loosing her for that long I was scared that it could happen again.
She came down stairs looking stunning as always and she ran up to me wrapping her arms around my neck and I swayed us to the music,
"Do you mind if Brin comes round she's been alone all week her dads still in hospital," I gulped as she mentioned her dad codie didn't know about everything that happened and I couldn't help but think that Brinley would probably be happy that she has the space, but I nodded and let it be.
-Brinleys POV
I left the house and walked to Ashtons making sure that no one was around to see me going there. All week my mind being conflicted and confused about how actually felt but then no one would ever know. My mind wandered to Calum a couple times he'd just disappeared without a word and I didn't know why it was bothering me so I ignored and carried on. If he wasn't going to tell me what was wrong then I wasn't going to ask him it was probably nothing he'd probably just realised he's better not knowing me.
My train of thoughts stopped when I made it to the front door and I let misled in the door being unlocked. I saw Ashton and Codie messing in the kitchen and I felt a twang in my stomach what that was for I didn't know so I ignored it like usual and carried on.
"Yello, my little brin,"
"Hello codie," I laughed at how happy she was and Ashton and her sat down on the stools on the other side of the island,
"Are you okay?" Ashton asked, and I nodded back not really knowing if I was or not.
"Are you sure b I mean I know you and your dad didn't really get on but you must be feeling a little low," she frowned and I shrugged "please show a little emotion," she added and I looked up at her quickly and she smiled which I returned.
"Have you heard from Calum," Ashton asked and the mention of his name made my heart skip, frowning I looked up at him,
"No why would I?"
"I dunno he's just not been around lately this past week he hasn't been replying at all and he hasn't been in school,"
"Where is he?"
"He's at home all the time I saw him leave to go shop, I shouted him but he just walked faster so I let him be,"
"Oh right?"
"Do you know what's happened?"
"No you?"
"Not a clue," and with that a thick heavy silence filled the room.
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