~Brinley's POV
Gibel is not death or complete destruction but deterioration a way of ceasing to exist, it's painful for others to watch but if you don't let them see then there's no harm and if they don't bother to look it makes the deterioration the perfect way. The perfect way for a person with no feelings, a person with no emotions can deter without a soul of notice they can scream but no one will hear and they cry but no one will see. An emotionless person makes others senses not work, other people's eyes and ears turn off and ignore what is screaming out from the thing in front of them.
Those who notice people with no emotions are the ones who dig the ones that want to know, the ones that are special. They are special because they see and hear even though there's nothing to be seen or heard, they can teach that person the feel and without that person knowing slowly the deterioration stops and what your left with is an ordinary human.
The thing is these people don't exist and no one can pretend, and since these people don't exist the emotionless with be left to slowly deteriorate and slowly fade away.
My phone buzzed from besides me a new follower on Instagram, probably another obsessive freak who dreads the rumours. I looked at who it was Calumhood the weird one from the party as I started to scroll I received a DM,
Calumhood: Hi Brinley...
Brin.slinton_x: what do you want fückboy?
Calumhood: Why do I need to want something?
Brin.slinton_x: because everyone wants something, you don't just start talking to someone for nothing you must what something to start the conversation
Calumhood: Why do you have so many feelings?
Brin.slinton_x: there not feelings there thoughts and facts I simply state what's facts
Calumhood: You intrigue me Brinley slinton....
Brin.slinton_x: Your just intrigued by the mystery not me your intrigued by what you don't know everyone is intrigued by what they don't know, they can know everything in the world and still be intrigued by the one thing they don't know
Calumhood: So do I intrigue you?
Brin.slinton_x: Why would you intrigue me your just a fückboy?
Calumhood: I'm not a fückboy!?
Brin.slinton_x: And how do I know that?
Calumhood: exactly it's a mystery and like you said people are intrigued by what they don't know
Brin.slinton_x: I don't feel the same as other people....
Calumhood: I know....
Brin.slinton_x: how?
Calumhood: because I see and hear things that others can't....
Brin.slinton_x: You don't...
Calumhood: But I do Brinley why do you think your stare didn't faze me?
And with that I left the conversation he didn't have a clue what he was talking about. He was tryouts nah to get into my head trying to find out the truth about what happened, that's why we didn't mix with others they get into your head and try and find out the truth. Thing is not one of us even knows the full truth, we didn't dare to talk about it we just let it be .
As I got home from school the next night I was about 2hours late, I wasn't bothered about the so called consequence and no one cared for my safety all they wanted was control of me that's what makes people feel like they have power. As long is they feel like they have control they can feel that big of power, power over something in there life. You can't control what happens in life you can't control the people around you or the things that happen but if you have a child you can control them and it makes the fact that you can't control the world around you better.
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